Chapter Three
The Accident
It was Tuesday afternoon. The side door to the garden was open.
Miss Arundell stood on the threshold and threw Bob's ball the length of the
garden path. The terrier rushed after it.
"Just one more, Bob," said Emily Arundell. "A good
one."
Once again the ball sped along the ground, with Bob racing at full
speed in pursuit.
Miss Arundell stooped down, picked up the ball from where Bob laid
it at her feet and went into the house, Bob following her closely. She shut the
side door, went into the drawing-room, Bob still at her heels, and put the ball
away in a drawer.
She glanced at the clock on the mantelpiece. It was half-past six.
"A little rest before dinner, I think, Bob."
She ascended the stairs to her bedroom. Bob accompanied her. Lying
on the big chintz-covered couch with Bob at her feet, Miss Arundell sighed. She
was glad that it was Tuesday and that her guests would be going tomorrow. It
was not that this week-end had disclosed anything to her that she had not known
before. It was more the fact that it had not permitted her to forget her own
knowledge.
She said to herself:
"I'm getting old, I suppose ... " And then, with a
little shock of surprise: "I am old ... "
She lay with her eyes closed for half an hour, then the elderly house-parlourmaid,
Ellen, brought hot water and she rose and prepared for dinner.
Dr. Donaldson was to dine with them that night. Emily Arundell
wished to have an opportunity of studying him at close quarters. It still
seemed to her a little incredible that the exotic Theresa should want to marry
this rather stiff and pedantic young man. It also seemed a little odd that this
stiff and pedantic young man should want to marry Theresa.
She did not feel as the evening progressed that she was getting to
know Dr. Donaldson any better. He was very polite, very formal and, to her
mind, intensely boring. In her own mind she agreed with Miss Peabody's
judgment. The thought flashed across her brain, "Better stuff in our young
days."
Dr. Donaldson did not stay late. He rose to go at ten o'clock.
After he had taken his departure Emily Arundell herself announced that she was
going to bed. She went upstairs and her young relations went up also. They all
seemed somewhat subdued tonight. Miss Lawson remained downstairs performing her
final duties, letting Bob out for his run, poking down the fire, putting the
guard up and rolling back the hearthrug in case of fire.
She arrived rather breathless in her employer's room about five
minutes later.
"I think I've got everything," she said, putting down
wool, work-bag, and a library book. "I do hope the book will be all right.
She hadn't got any of the ones on your list, but she said she was sure you'd
like this one."
"That girl's a fool," said Emily Arundell. "Her
taste in books is the worst I've ever come across."
"Oh, dear, I'm so sorry - Perhaps I ought - "
"Nonsense, it's not your fault," Emily Arundell added
kindly. "I hope you enjoyed yourself this afternoon."
Miss Lawson's face lighted up. She looked eager and almost
youthful.
"Oh, yes, thank you very much. So kind of you to spare
me. I had the most interesting time. We had the Planchette and really - it
wrote the most interesting things. There were several messages ... Of
course it's not quite the same thing as the sittings ... Julia Tripp has
been having a lot of success with the automatic writing. Several messages from
Those who have Passed Over. It - it really makes one feel so grateful - that
such things should be permitted ... "
Miss Arundell said with a slight smile:
"Better not let the vicar hear you."
"Oh, but indeed, dear Miss Arundell, I am convinced - quite
convinced - there can be nothing wrong about it. I only wish dear Mr.
Lonsdale would examine the subject. It seems to me so narrow-minded to
condemn a thing that you have not even investigated. Both Julia and
Isabel Tripp are such truly spiritual women.''
"Almost too spiritual to be alive," said Miss Arundell.
She did not care much for Julia and Isabel Tripp. She thought
their clothes ridiculous, their vegetarian and uncooked fruit meals absurd, and
their manner affected. They were women of no traditions, no roots - in fact -
no breeding! But she got a certain amount of amusement out of their earnestness
and she was at bottom kind-hearted enough not to grudge the pleasure that their
friendship obviously gave to poor Minnie.
Poor Minnie! Emily Arundell looked at her companion with mingled
affection and contempt. She had had so many of these foolish, middle-aged women
to minister to her - all much the same, kind, fussy, subservient and almost
entirely mindless.
Really poor Minnie was looking quite excited tonight. Her eyes
were shining. She fussed about the room, vaguely touching things here and there
without the least idea of what she was doing, her eyes all bright and shining.
She stammered out rather nervously:
"I - I do wish you'd been there ... I feel, you know, that
you're not quite a believer yet. But tonight there was a message - for E. A.,
the initials came quite definitely. It was from a man who had passed
over many years ago - a very good-looking military man - Isabel saw him quite
distinctly. It must have been dear General Arundell. Such a beautiful message,
so full of love and comfort, and how through patience all could be
attained."
"Those sentiments sound very unlike Papa," said Miss
Arundell.
"Oh, but our Dear Ones change so - on the other side.
Everything is love and understanding. And then the Planchette spelt out
something about a key - I think it was the key of the Boule cabinet -
could that be it?"
"The key of the Boule cabinet?" Emily Arundell's voice
sounded sharp and interested.
"I think that was it. I thought perhaps it might be important
papers - something of the kind. There was a well-authenticated case where a
message came to look in a certain piece of furniture and actually a will
was discovered there."
"There wasn't a will in the Boule cabinet," said Miss
Arundell. She added abruptly: "Go to bed, Minnie. You're tired. So am I.
We'll ask the Tripps in for an evening soon."
"Oh, that will be nice! Goodnight, dear. Sure you've
got everything? I hope you haven't been tired with so many people here. I must
tell Ellen to air the drawing-room very well tomorrow, and shake out the
curtains - all this smoking leaves such a smell. I must say I think it's very
good of you to let them all smoke in the drawing-room!"
"I must make some concessions to modernity," said Emily
Arundell. "Goodnight, Minnie."
As the other woman left the room, Emily Arundell wondered if this
spiritualistic business was really good for Minnie. Her eyes had been popping
out of her head, and she had looked so restless and excited.
Odd about the Boule cabinet, thought Emily Arundell as she got
into bed. She smiled grimly as she remembered the scene of long ago. The key
that had come to light after Papa's death, and the cascade of empty brandy
bottles that had tumbled out when the cabinet had been unlocked! It was little
things like that, things that surely neither Minnie Lawson nor Isabel and Julia
Tripp could possibly know, which made one wonder whether, after all, there
wasn't something in this spiritualistic business ...
She felt wakeful lying on her big four-poster bed. Nowadays she
found it increasingly difficult to sleep. But she scorned Dr. Grainger's
tentative suggestion of a sleeping draught. Sleeping draughts were for
weaklings, for people who couldn't bear a finger-ache, or a little tooth-ache,
or the tedium of a sleepless night.
Often she would get up and wander noiselessly round the house,
picking up a book, fingering an ornament, rearranging a vase of flowers,
writing a letter or two. In those midnight hours she had a feeling of the equal
liveliness of the house through which she wandered. They were not disagreeable,
those nocturnal wanderings. It was as though ghosts walked beside her, the
ghosts of her sisters, Arabella, Matilda and Agnes, the ghost of her brother
Thomas, the dear fellow, as he was before That Woman got a hold of him! Even
the ghost of General John Laverton Arundell, that domestic tyrant with the
charming manners who shouted and bullied his daughters but who nevertheless was
an object of pride to them with his experiences in the Indian Mutiny and his
knowledge of the world. What if there were days when he was "not quite so
well" as his daughters put it evasively?
Her mind reverting to her niece's fiancé, Miss Arundell thought,
"I don't suppose he'll ever take to drink! Calls himself a man
and drank barley water this evening! Barley water! And I opened Papa's
special port."
Charles had done justice to the port all right. Oh! if only
Charles were to be trusted. If only one didn't know that with him –
Her thoughts broke off ... Her mind ranged over the events of the week-end
... Everything seemed vaguely disquieting ...
She tried to put worrying thoughts out of her mind.
It was no good.
She raised herself on her elbow, and by the light of the
night-light that always burned in a little saucer she looked at the time.
One o'clock and she had never felt less like sleep.
She got out of bed and put on her slippers and her warm dressing
gown. She would go downstairs and just check over the weekly books ready for
the paying of them the following morning.
Like a shadow she slipped from her room and along the corridor,
where one small electric bulb was allowed to burn all night.
She came to the head of the stairs, stretched out one hand to the
baluster rail and then, unaccountably, she stumbled, tried to recover her
balance, failed and went headlong down the stairs.
The sound of her fall, the cry she gave, stirred the sleeping
house to wakefulness. Doors opened, lights flashed on.
Miss Lawson popped out of her room at the head of the staircase.
Uttering little cries of distress, she pattered down the stairs.
One by one the others arrived - Charles, yawning, in a resplendent dressing
gown. Theresa, wrapped in dark silk. Bella in a navy-blue kimono, her hair
bristling with combs to "set the wave."
Dazed and confused, Emily Arundell lay in a crushed heap. Her
shoulder hurt her and her ankle - her whole body was a confused mass of pain.
She was conscious of people standing over her, of that fool Minnie Lawson
crying and making ineffectual gestures with her hands, of Theresa with a startled
look in her dark eyes, of Bella standing with her mouth open, looking
expectant, of the voice of Charles saying from somewhere - very far away so it
seemed –
"It's that damned dog's ball! He must have left it here and
she tripped over it. See? Here it is!"
And then she was conscious of authority, putting the others aside,
kneeling beside her, touching her with hands that did not fumble but knew.
A feeling of relief swept over her. It would be all right now.
Dr. Tanios was saying in firm, reassuring tones:
"No, it's all right. No bones broken ... Just badly shaken
and bruised - and of course she's had a bad shock. But she's been very lucky
that it's no worse."
Then he had cleared the others off a little and picked her up
quite easily and carried her up to her bedroom, where he had held her wrist for
a minute, counting, then nodded his head, sent Minnie (who was still crying and
being generally a nuisance) out of the room to fetch brandy and to heat water
for a hot bottle.
Confused, shaken, and racked with pain, she felt acutely grateful
to Jacob Tanios in that moment. The relief of feeling oneself in capable hands.
He gave you just that feeling of assurance - of confidence - that a doctor
ought to give.
There was something - something she couldn't quite get hold of -
something vaguely disquieting - but she wouldn't think of it now. She would
drink this and go to sleep as they told her.
But surely there was something missing - someone.
Oh, well, she wouldn't think ... Her shoulder hurt her. She drank
down what she was given.
She heard Dr. Tanios say - and in what a comfortable assured
voice: "She'll be all right, now."
She closed her eyes.
She awoke to a sound that she knew - a soft, muffled bark.
She was wide awake in a minute.
Bob - naughty Bob! He was barking outside the front door - his own
particular "out all night very ashamed of myself" bark, pitched in a
subdued key but repeated hopefully.
Miss Arundell strained her ears. Ah, yes, that was all right. She
could hear Minnie going down to let him in. She heard the creak of the opening
front door, a confused low murmur - Minnie's futile reproaches - "Oh, you
naughty little doggie - a very naughty little Bobsie - " She heard the
pantry door open. Bob's bed was under the pantry table.
And at that moment Emily realized what it was she had
subconsciously missed at the moment of her accident. It was Bob! All that
commotion - her fall, people running - normally Bob would have responded by a
crescendo of barking from inside the pantry.
So that was what had been worrying her at the back of her
mind. But it was explained now - Bob, when he had been let out last night, had
shamelessly and deliberately gone off on pleasure bent. From time to time he
had these lapses from virtue - though his apologies afterwards were always all
that could be desired.
So that was all right. But was it? What else was there worrying
her, nagging at the back of her head. Her accident - something to do with her
accident.
Ah, yes, somebody had said - Charles - that she had slipped on
Bob's ball which he had left on the top of the stairs ...
The ball had been there - he had held it up in his hand ...
Emily Arundell's head ached. Her shoulder throbbed. Her bruised
body suffered ...
But in the midst of her suffering her mind was clear and lucid.
She was no longer confused by shock. Her memory was perfectly clear.
She went over in her mind all the events from six o'clock
yesterday evening ... She retraced every step … till she came to the moment
when she arrived at the stairhead and started to descend the stairs ...
A thrill of incredulous horror shot through her ...
Surely - surely, she must be mistaken ... One often had queer
fancies after an event had happened. She tried - earnestly she tried - to
recall the slippery roundness of Bob's ball under her foot ...
But she could recall nothing of the kind. Instead –
"Sheer nerves," said Emily Arundell. "Ridiculous
fancies."
But her sensible, shrewd, Victorian mind would not admit that for
a moment. There was no foolish optimism about the Victorians. They could
believe the worst with the utmost ease.
Emily Arundell believed the worst.