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RIDGE, MY TRUE LOVE?
Ridge and I had something different. It was years ago that I
fell in love with him. We met at a party for Ridge and Caroline
who were supposed to get married, I was there with my mother,
who did the catering. Ridge truly was a hunk, he was a former
playboy and all that. I immediately decided he was my destiny.
I just knew. After that, my fate was sealed for many years to
come. Never did I realize back then that I would suffer enormously
because of him for an endless amount of years. Caroline and Ridge
didn't get married after all, even though they tried, so I set
my sights to Ridge. I was friends with Caroline, she married
Ridge anyway and got leukemia, her dying wish was for me to be
with Ridge. Then this boring woman called Taylor was suddenly
in Ridge's life... However, I respected Caroline's wish
at last, then Ridge and I split up again, and again, again, he
left me for this and that, married me, we thought we had a child
together, we got married, we had an annulment, Taylor died somewhere
along those lines, then reincarnated or something and got Ridge
and blah blah on forever. The whole story was like an endless
sentence that doesn't make any sense. Now it is over, for good.
Finally. I've been free for quite a some time already. Hurray
for that! Ridge is just a long chapter in my history book now.
Okay, I have to admit that last year I tried to get Ridge back
again, and he was already warming up to me, and was my friend,
but then he realized he had a family and had to stay with them.
Then he started hating me and acting like he never cared for
me. I don't believ that though, he can't fool me, he's just being
a (well, if he was a woman, I suppose I could call him a bitc*,
but... ) because he is mad that he can't have me. He tries to
deny his feelings for me, but believe me, I've known Ridge long
enough to know what he is like: when I tell him that I am not
vulnerable to him to him anymore and when I don't let him have
what he wants, well, he can't take it. So I kind of understand
him.
Ridge really shouldn't be doing this to me though. We shared
so many great moments. We had chemistry, we were fun and had
fun. We married quite a few times but mostly our marriages were
annulled or the wedding was called off before it even got started.
We made love in the weirdest places. We vowed neverending love
to each other a million times. It took me a long time to realize
Ridge never meant it. He only loved himself. Or Taylor, or whoever.
His promises of being with me forever and all that were all just
empty words that meant nothing. After our relationship ended,
we were friends for a while until he did this cruel thing to
me and I started hating him. Then I started wanting him
again, until he refused me and started being cruel towards me.
But I can't get over him. Not completely. I am sorry but this
I have to confess.
MY OTHER MEN
In between Ridge and my current lover, I've tried out many other
men. One of the most significant is Eric Forrester, who is the
father of my two children. I married him because I couldn't get
Ridge. We had a beautiful wedding with a luxurious soapy honeymoon.
We started having problems soon and divorced. Also I've been
involved with James, whom I almost married. But we were stopped
by a remorseful Ridge, who realized for the zillionth time that
he wanted to be with me. I was stupid enough to go along with
him, left James standing at the altar and dashed off, to be with
Ridge, again. I shouldn't have done that. I'm not saying I would
have been happier with James, but Ridge... Well. He hurt me.
Then there was Connor, he helped me quite a lot on the legal
side, thanks to him I'm sitting here in my posh office at the
Forrester Creations, bossing Ridge and Eric around... but we
weren't meant to be. Also there was Grant, who I proposed to
on the runway of the Forrester fashion show. Ridge had just proposed
to Taylor who appeared sporting the wedding dress, the showstopper.
I thought he was going to propose to me, so of course I had to
get back at him, I mean, if you have got your heart set out into
professing your love to someone on the runway of your fashion
show, why give up the idea even if everything doesn't go exactly
like you planned?!? Grant was sweet and we got married on a boat.
Later we found out our marriage was illegal due to a fake priest,
and I decided I wanted to go after Ridge again instead of renewing
my vows to Grant for real. Anyway, I've been married and trying
to marry for so many times that I have
lost count. I also have several annulments and illegal marriages
behind me, they all follow the typical B&B pattern: "There's
always a good reason for annulment. Why go through the long divorce
process, if you don't have to?" That is especially Ridge's
motto.
Besides the men that I've already mentioned, there's Dave
Reed, whom I was engaged to so many years ago. It feels like
it's been forever since those days. I wonder how different my
life would be if I had married him?
Then there is of course Thorne... but I'll get back to talking
about him later. Now it is time to introduce my enemies, who
play a significant role in my life, as enemies always do in the
lives of the people here in LA.
THE ENEMIES
My enemies consist mainly of the great board of Stephanie, Taylor
and Macy, who is luckily dead now. (oops, what did I say?). Stephanie
has hated me from the first day I ran into her, when I came into
her life. How could she not, because I was the daughter of my
mother? Yeah, right. My mother was involved with Eric once. Eric
married Stephanie only because she was pregnant with his child.
It's funny how the history keeps repeating itself, isn't it?
I mean, just look at my son - in the end it's not Amber's fault
that Rick married Amber out of responsibility towards his "son"
- it's really Eric's fault. It's his genes. Or Ridge - he married
Taylor for Thomas, didn't he?Anyway, Stephanie truly despises
me, she's often calling me vile names and when I first fell in
love with Thorne, she even tried to kill me! (Did she have to
pay for her actions? No, she didn't. Duh!) Once she took away
my children because she thought that I wasn't capable of taking
care of them! Can you believe her? I lost my memory and went
to Barbados. Ridge found me and professed his love to me, and
soon everything was all right again. When I got involved with
Thorne, Stephanie decided she can't let me ruin her family. She
tried to kill me, and when that didn't work, she had a stroke
to make Eric and Ridge stop me... She just hates me and she thinks
everything is my fault. She preteneded to accept my marriage
to Thorne at last but that didn't last long... Funnily enough,
she was not immune to bribery - by giving her a gift I got her
to shut up about my bad nature for a while.
Taylor was my enemy ever since she got involved with Ridge. We
have been trying to be friends for many times too. But it can
never happen. Like, I've even tried to befriend Stephanie and
it never worked. As much as I respect Stephanie and want to be
her friend to unite the family, it can not work as long as she
hates my guts and believes I am not even part of the family.
Taylor hates me as long as Stephanie will because Stephanie and
Taylor are on the same side. Stephanie and Taylor, a while ago
also Macy are/were ready to blame anything on me. The Civil War
or the World War II, the fact that people die after having lived
to a certain age and the famine in the Third World and the Clinton
scandal (I'm sure Stephanie's convinced it was me after all).
They'd blame everything on me, if they could. I'm not giving
them a chance to blame me just for everything, though. I'm smart,
you see.
Macy was my enemy ever since I got involved with Thorne. Macy
and I fought over Thorne in every possible way. I would stop
at nothing to reach my goal. And she wouldn't back off either.
Due to a stupid plan cooked up by Ridge & Eric, she got him.
But then.I wouldn't give up and the battle heated up. Macy started
to drink. The battle had a sad ending. Macy is dead. And of course
it's all my fault, mine and Thorne's, according to the Spectras,
especially Kimberly, and the Forresters, of course.
THORNE
So when I tried to forget Ridge a few years ago, I had a great
emptiness in my life. And suddenly, someone appeared to fill
that space. We met on a hot summer night, the sky was beautiful
with full moon. We dipped into the sea all naked and ended up
kissing. He was my long time friend, a comforter and support.
But he was already involved with someone. Taylor and Ridge both
told me it was okay to go after him as he was obviously not married
and only just "involved with someone." Taylor even
said that if she were in this situation, she'd go after her happiness.
Hm, though. Sounds like a strange scenario to me, about Taylor.
She's so boring, you know. Anyway, they both told me it was okay.
So why on earth would I not have gone for it??? Of course they
didn't know which man I was talking about. It was Thorne oh yeah.
Ridge's brother, his opponent in love stories for all the years
I've known those two. Ridge used to win, always. Now the situation
was different though. When Ridge and Taylor found out, they weren't
too happy and completely changed their mind about what I should
have done.
Thorne and I share a tragic history together. As I said earlier
Stephanie got a stroke when she saw me with Thorne. Then she
forgot about us and wanted Thorne to marry Macy. Thorne and I
ended up going on a romantic vacation to Venice. It was really
amazing for a few days. Unfortunately there were other people
in Venice too and I don't mean just the Italians. Ridge and Taylor,
for example. They pretended to have a fight. Ridge pretended
he still loved me and got me on the bed for a short moment and
of course, Thorne saw us. And being the Forrester he is, he just
ran away without wanting to listen to an explanation. That's
what the Forresters always do. It's in their genes, I guess.
Then he, still being the stupid Forrester man who always listens
to his mother for advice on who to be involved with, went and
married Macy. Ridge and Eric said they only did it to protect
Stephanie's health. But I know, oh I know! They only did it because
they were unhappy that someone else got me instead of them. But,
as you know, Macy died, and as Thorne and I were to blame, we
had to wait to get married. Then this little girl called Kimberly
started trying to seduce Thorne. I thought she was on my side!
I mean, how many times did I give her my support when she wanted
to be with Rick? She's such an ungrateful witch. When she got
Rick, she didn't want him anymore. Well, luckily she is now gone.
Thorne and I got married, and reunited the families of Logan
and Forrester, at least seemingly. Later, I admitted that
Ridge was my true soulmate, and Thorne ended our marriage. I
didn't grieve for long, I went after Ridge, as I already told
you.
FORRESTER CREATIONS
I own the major share of this great company. I have done a lot
good for the company, I'm the one who has kept it up during the
last few years. Still the rest of the Forrester in there think
that I want to destroy their precious company, but that is not
true - for goodness sake, first and foremost, the company is
mine. And Lord knows they could have never gotten this far without
me. I created BeLief for them. That also helped me to get my
51%. Creating BeLief with Ridge was so much fun, by the way.
Also I invented the men's line, and Brooke's Bedroom, the line
in which I get to express my inner self, the power that lies
within my heart. I've got power, I'm sexy... this line is fun.
Even though Stephanie and Taylor don't realize it - and I thought
Ridge did, but he recently proved that he doesn't, because when
he was CEO in my absence he tried to ruin the whole thing. But
then again, that just proves my earlier theory, because Ridge
was the head designer and he liked it - he is just jealous or
something because he can't have me but has to be with his family...Ridge
has now quit the company. I hope he comes back though, because
as great as I am, I can't design... well, at least I still have
Eric.
MY FAMILY
In between all this bad stuff, I have to introduce my family.
I have a son, Rick and a daughter called Bridget. My son Rick
is married to a bad girl Amber... she's starting to be less annoying
now that it appears I can't get rid of her and she is on my side
against the rest of the Forresters. Amber has lied so much in
the past though, he almost ruined Rick's life. I knew all about
Amber all along. I unveiled her big secret and I was sure there
was more. Finally it came out, too. She had to tell it to Rick
herself: their baby was not their baby after all, but Amber's
cousin's. This cousin of hers later died and left the baby behind,
and the mess was further complicated by a man called Deacon...Deacon
is nowadays married to my daughter Bridget. I love my daughter
very much but I'm afraid I have lately done something for which
she would hate me...
I slept with her husband. But I looove him... I can't help
it but I love him. Sure I did hate him at first and I despised
him when I heard him take Bridget's virginity over the phone,
but oh well, one night he just came to visit me and dangerously
touched me. We ended up having sex. Not just once - three times.
Now he tells me he loves me and I love him too, but we can't
be together. I must protect my daughter. Besides - I'm pregnant.
I can't believe this is happening to me. You know how I believe
in true love - whenever I am with someone, or at least most of
the time, it is because I truly believe that man is the only
man on the earth who can make me happy. It seems that there is
not only one man though, but several men who have been able to
make me happy at times in my life, but things change and for
some reason, different men respond to my different needs and
my needs change a lot. So anyway, I can't believe that right
now the only man who could make me happy is the man that is married
to my daughter... I can't have him, I have to protect my daughter,
and I have sacrificed my happines for her before... Now I am
just trying to pretend the child that I am carrying is Whip's,
who is an employee at Forrester and supposedly a trusted worker
with whom I have talked a lot in the past (which I can't remember
doing though, but that's not the only illogical thing in my life
so I just let it be). I really feel horrible these days. All
I feel is lust and love towards all the wrong people.
My MOTTO: If you can't have the son,
take the father. If you can't have the father, try the son. If
you can't have the man, try his brother.
LINK to FORRESTER CREATIONS
This is where
Brooke could be, as the owner of 51% of the company, but her
story is such a lenghty one, that it teasily fills up a whole
page on its own...
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