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Hello. I am
Queen Stephanie. I am the greatest. I am the leader of Forrester
family, the Queen Bee and anything mighty you can think of...
I built Forrester Creations together with Eric. I work in the
company, but I don't actually know what am I doing there, except
for sticking my nose into where it doesn't belong and visiting
everyone's offices yelling at people. My family means everything
to me. The second best thing is my enemies. I love to hate people.
I have one
child, Ridge. I mean, I have two children, Ridge and Thorne.
I mean, uuh. Let's start again with the counting. Okay, I have
three children, I also have a daughter, Kristen. Actually I guess
I have one more daughter too but I can't think of her name from
the top of my head just now. She doesn't deserve it anyway. I
think I had a third daughter once, but she was a bit of a shame
for the Forrester family so I kept her as a secret.
Ridge is my
favorite, because with his help I got Eric trapped into marriage.
Even if it now turns out that Ridge wasn't Eric's after all -
I mean, whatEVER, he served the purpose anyway, now didn't he?
Unfortunately Ridge also indirectly brought me down, he was the
reason why Brooke was hanging around and stole Eric from me.
(And yet, that doesn't make me love Ridge any less. He's still
mama's little golden boy.) Eric says our marriage was breaking
many years before Brooke. Oh, don't believe that old man. Brooke
is the reason. Brooke is such a manipulative lying *****. Brooke
is my worst enemy. I have lots of other enemies too, I have made
many enemies in my long life. Sheila was one of my best enemies.
Unfortunately she's gone, and I can't scheme against her anymore.
I have to direct all my hate towards Brooke. I really hate her.
She has done nothing but bad for this family, or did I say that
already? First her mother was with Eric (her biggest mistake,
Brooke's I mean). And Brooke tried everything to get Ridge, to
steal my golden boy first from his mother, then from Caroline,
from Taylor... the list is endless. She stole my husband and
my other son Thorne. I tried to kill her so she wouldn't steal
my baby boy Thorne. That didn't work and then I got a stroke
and forgot the whole thing. Then Thorne married Macy and I was
happy. Then Macy died and then - no matter how much I hated Brooke,
or how much I even hated Thorne because he was with her, no matter
what I tried, I couldn't stop them. She married my baby boy.
I want to pretend I am the one holding this family together and
also that I want to do it so I went to their wedding and even
lit a candle with one of my enemies, Beth Logan... as a token
of my desire to reunite this family and make all well. Luckily
they are now divorced (and I don't have to keep having strokes
every once in a while). The evil witch showed her true colors.
I am glad I didn't succeed in killing her back then, because
then the truth about her would have been lost to everyone else.
Besides, it's always good to have someone to hate. I love to
hate Brooke, or did I mention that already?
Taylor is different.
She is like my own daughter. But fortunately she is not my daughter,
if she were, she wouldn't be able to be with Ridge. Usually I
hate every woman who wants to be with Ridge. But Taylor is different.
She is. I'm going to tell you a secret now. Every other woman
that Ridge has been with has been a lot like me: strong, powerful,
intelligent and protective of her family or loved ones (doesn't
that just prove how much Ridge admires me? I mean, he seeks for
my qualities in all those women all the time. I am a bit sad
though that I am not enough for him). Now, Taylor is smart of
course, she's a psychiatrist, you know, but she is sometimes
rather clueless and innocent, and so on. I won't go into any
further details, because I respect her. I don't think of her
as a threat - to me and my relationship to Ridge. Taylor is not
enough to take him entirely away from me. But these other
women, I'm mainly talking about Brooke and Morgan, could very
well have done that. That's why I did everything in my power
to eliminate them. As I said, Taylor is like a daughter to me
and so is Amber. You know, I never cared so much about my own
daughters. Kristen came back recently but she has caused a lot
of distress already. She always did, you know, like by being
too fond of her father and stuff. Geez, I still can't remember
the name of the other girl. Anyway, Amber is this scheming
young lady who wants to get her hands on Forrester money. And
I'm supporting her every way I can, even though she let
me down once, but I quickly forgave her - it's a revenge.
Can you guess on who? Yes, Brooke. She doesn't want Amber with
her son. But she deserves to have her son with someone like Amber
so she will see what it's like when your own son is married to
an opportunist. Besides it's so much fun to accuse Brooke of
the actions that she takes to keep Amber away from Rick's life.
I know she's just like me with this; when I tried to get Brooke
to keep her hands off Ridge and my other men. When it's like
this, I know exactly how her mind works. That way I can think
of more ways to attack her. Ha! I'm so clever. Lately I haven't
had so much fun because Brooke hasn't done anything with Amber...
actually Amber and Rick just moved in with her. But wait... Brooke
left, yes. Of course! Part of the reason why she left must have
been that she can't stand Amber. Another bad thing about Brooke.
Altough I have a feeling there's more to it. I am not quite sure
what yet, but it must be something heinous.
I've also had
other enemies, like Lauren, who was my best friend one day and
my worst enemy the other day. Now she's gone, so I don't know
what she is. Then there is Sally Spectra, she is the leading
lady of Spectra Fashions and has stolen some of our fashion designs
in the past, we've always been on the warpath because of that.
One of the most memorable moments of my history with my enemies
is when I argued with Sally in Italy. I threw her into lake Como
and then left. Ha-ha! She deserved that. Well I know I ended
up in the middle of that lake all alone afterwards... but, um,
let's not talk about that, will we? Sally and I love to hate
each other. We visit each other often and fill the air with sarcastic
remarks. Then there's of course Morgan. She was actually the
first womn who tried to steal my son Ridge - that was years
ago, and Morgan was 17, and Ridge was 20. I quickly stopped her,
though. When she was pregnant with Ridge's child, I made her
have an abortion. Kind of makes me thankful, you know, I mean
if Eric would have had a mother like me all those years ago,
what would have happened? I don't want to think about it. But
once in a while it is good to stop to thank for the blessings
one has received during one's long life.
Anyway, unfortunately
Morgan came back years later and managed to get pregnant by Ridge
again (he still hasn't learned to stay away from all those women
who roam about her, so mommy has to save him from time to time).
I tried the same trick again, but it didn't work. Then I tried
an abortion pill, which didn't work either. Luckily Taylor has
been a good student - she has apparently learned a lot from me
(like the fact that you can get away with anything, even murder,
if you are "just protecting your family." Taylor pushed
Morgan down from her balcony and that did it, killed the stupid
baby. Way to go, Taylor! I am so proud of her.
Something disturbing
has come up recently. This man that I was once very much involved
with, Massimo Marone, came back to my life. After a series of
events, I found out that he is Ridge's father. Ridge hates him
very much. I have tried to swear Mass into secrecy - Eric and
Ridge must not know about this. I wonder what Eric would do if
he found out, after all the only reason he married me... no.
I am not going to think about it. Everything is fine. I have
been trying to secure Ridge's position by wondering about if
he should have more of Forrester Creations stocks after Eric's
death than the other children. I just love Ridge, maybe now more
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