wait longer....

Siobhan article on "Stolen Clothing Moments" reminded me of something from many years ago... cue weird wiggly line effect and "duppley doo dubbley doo" sound effects!

I remember my parents going out and I thought, as you do as a young tranny, great time to dress up as they were away for the whole evening... well I quickly got all dressed up (no makeup at that age... well a little but not a huge amount... it tended to be those pencils that when you put them in water turned to paint.. they were quite good but i shudder to think what they really looked like!) Anyway, I remember I'd just finished dressing and just putting on the "makeup" when.... "bang", the back door slammed shut!!!

"Oh SHIT!!!" our young heroine thought... and then heard her mothers voice shouting... "are you there... the fog outside is terrible!"

FOG!!! It was a clear night... well I didn't realise quite what patchy fog could be like. They had decided to return home and cancel their evening out... and here was I in a dress, tights, shoes and makeup!!! Luckily I was in the bathroom so I shut the door and pretended I was having a shave! But my mother was outside the room asking what I was doing so I couldn't start getting changed back until she left...

OK, so I laugh at it now but by god I was scared... I managed to get changed and washed and went to see them, now what they thought I was doing was probably nothing like what I was doing... I hope.

Anyway, it obviously taught me a lesson.. erm.. wait longer when someone has gone out before getting all dolled up!

peoples view of the world

It is probably no huge guess that I am a great fan of ebay :) In fact I seem to have lost all ability to buy from normal shops when I know I can buy things from ebay much cheaper... this is more true for "Becky" items rather than "him".

However, I am always astounded by some of the weird views that people have of things they sell... take this for instance .

£80 opening bid... erm get in the real world... Ok so it's from a "designer boutique" but it's about 20 years out of fashion.. isn't it? Hmmm... I'll leave it at that as I need to go bid on something :)

The things ebay sells....

Well, I guess for all those into a certain side of crossdressing this advert would be perfect for you... the things ebay sell!

Resistance

Resistance...

Yesterday I went to the hairdressers and realised part way through having my haircut that I nearly started chatting about harstyles I liked and nearly blurted out about the wigs I owned... not a good idea!

Actually I found it quite funny, in that kind of "ooops, that was a close thing"

Sometimes I miss...

Sometimes I really miss...

Sometimes I really miss going out... I used to go out quite a lot, actually pretty much weekly but those days seem to have gone... When I say go out I should really clarify that i mean go out dressed as a woman... to those reading this on my site that is no suprise, to those on blogger you may now be going whoah! Well, really, just check out my site if you want to read more, expand your mind... or have a laugh.. :)

I don't go out very much anymore and I really miss it... reasons? Well, late nights out in the middle of the week don't mix very well with 5.30 wake up calls! Yuck! But I could still go out at the weekend but then during summer I get paranoid of people seeing me leave my friends house! Now this is weird, Anne, who lets me get changed at her house, doesn't mind if people see me leave her house, but for some inexplicable reason I do!!! So summer worries me and I know it shouldn't.

But if you see my adventures section I haven't even gone out in winter... welll I guess last year I had a good excuse... I was getting ready to get married! Hmm, not sure if I've mentioned that before... I will expand on that sometime. It was great btw. Mind you it really didn't take all winter to get married!

I guess one of the things that I feel guilty about is knowing that my wife really prefers not to see this side of me too much.. I know because we do talk about it occasionally, I don't want you to get the idea that she is totally against this side of me, but I know she doesn't like it so we agreed I would try not to dress in front of her... but here's the problem.... I rarely get the chance to dress at all... and to tell you the truth it's kind of driving me crazy.... Ok so she says I can but I know she doesn't like it so it kind of spoils the whole thing...

Hmmm, I sound like whinging(?) sod! I have a good life, wonderful wife and soon will be a ...erm fath, moth... parent :) But still, I just don't know how to broach the subject again.... I need to dress up sometimes but there is never any time... I can hardly ask her to just go out so I can have som etime alone!

So, why don't I go out and dress, say at the F&H? Dunno, it's just been so long, all the old worries are back, but I read that article and know that I did it once why not again... go on, someone tell me to get my arse in gear and get out again...

Do I write some utter crap in my blog... I need some more wine... shame I've run out!

I think I'm going to rename this to "Becky's Whinge Blog". What do you think?

Down with happiness and fun.... let's just write utter drivel and sound sorry for ourselves ;)

God I need a drink!

It took long enough to blog!

Excuses...

So in February 2006 I said that I was creating a blog, writing the code myself etc, so I guess I should explain why I have decided to use blogger after all this time!!!

OK, the code went well and it all worked fine, quite chuffed with myself and a great learning experience... but I couldn't find somewhere to host it for free... I'd written it in .asp and what free sites I found were covered in adverts... even more than lycos is! So I put it down to experience and thought that I might as well try blogger and see what I could do with it. So here is the very early attempt :)

So now I'm here...

So I guess what now? What amazing stuff do I have to say that makes it worthwhile reading!!! Erm, let me think about that and get back to you...

It's funny but whilst sat in my car, driving to work, I have all these conversations with myself... yeah a bit on the strange side, but what else am I meant to do on the hour or so drive to work and back? Do other people have those coversations or is it just me? Anyway, by the time I get home and have the chance to write them down... well they're gone, faded away, wiped out by the a day of work! Maybe now I have this blog I will record them and find that in reality they were not all that interesting but hey ho... you'll be the judge of that I guess...

Pooh start...

This is going terrible... I've just written a load of gibberish rubbish... this blogging lark is harder than I thought!