Where is happiness if you are not here with me?

How can the moon rise and glow in beauty

If it does not have the sun all day to draw its beauty from?

How can the petals blossom on a lily

If it does not have the rain in its day?

Where is the smile in my heart whatever I do,

If I have not had the symphony,

The minature euphoric explosions

If I have not seen your smile.

Once to spark my heart, twice to draw me in.

But as many smiles you could imagine to have

I would never get tired.

I would never lose a tear in boredom

From seeing your smile. Or

Just your face.

I’ve spent so much time imagining our kiss

Our moment of warmth, pure closeness.

When I couldn’t sleep I’d let my mind slump

Into the dream.

You don’t know and never will, I suppose

How long I’ve spent.

Wishing that kiss would happen to me.

How long I’ve dreamt! How I’ve needed to weep!

Weep for what? Weep for the love I never had

Weep for my useless nature? Weep for my weakness?

I dream too much of a kiss that will never be

Of a kiss you share everyday with the one you love.

You don’t know I love you.

You don’t know I need you.

I love you so.

Where is my happiness still.