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Neither you can change me nor I can change you but we both can influence each other. With this basic philosophy in life I look forward for adventure and exploration in life with Open heart and loads of enthusiasm. I belong to a reputed Maheshwari Family from the Suncity of most Color full state of India "Jodhpur". A sport freak with interest in anything and every thing, which is not conventional. " Jyada ho gaya kya…. Well the trait I like most about me is that I grasp things quite fast and reach a level of descent proficiency until I realize I am looking for new challenges in my life, some thing new to learn. That can give glorified explanation of my side of story to the fact that how I can have interest in Astrology, photography, dramatics, creative writings, squash, cricket, pistol shooting, dancing etc. etc. still without any significance of these activities in my life or any significant contribution to these. These I think are just to kill my Vela time. Before you get this impression that all my time is vela time and I do nothing except for killing it which is fact to an extend! Still professionally and with all sincerity, I work in process consulting with specialization in Supply chain and business development for my living. I work for Johnson and Johnson one of the most respected Multinational Company of the world. A die-hard optimist from heart I believe that one has to harness every moment of this golden opportunity god has given to us! A life as human, which is most sacred and intelligent form of life in this universe.

The Inner Me

Like most of the evolved forms of life I also waste my time (though not very often as I am at the very initial stage of evolution) thinking about myself, world, life and interlinks of each of these. In those one of the moods I have made an attempt to script my psychological self, although I do not feel very confident about it. However, when matured, these would probably let me and others know I am the way I am. I am often misunderstood on these counts this is an initiative to open up a bit.

Internally Introvert

Though no one, who knows me would believe this but this is a strong feeling I have that basically I am an introvert, I am unbelievably quiet at times. Many a times I take questions and answers for granted. I assume that others know the things, which actually they do not know or at least pretend not to know. I firmly believe that there are two possible answers to every question: The right one and the none. This probably makes me over cautious with words. I also use it to project a particular image, which gels with my background but not with the ambience, perhaps. It takes lots of effort for me to open up with some one new to my system. There are moments when I just want to be with myself and it is extremely difficult for me to share my pains and problems with any one, including my very closed ones. I only can wish that people in my life can understand it as my incapability rather than making an assumptions that I don't allow any one to own any part of myself.

COVERAGE CONUNDRUM

I try to do as many things as possible at a time despite my awareness that I am best at doing only one thing for a length of time. This is the origin of my curiosity for knowing trivia around me. I always focus on width of information rather than depth. This explains my liking for so many things with out being exceptionally good at any of those. As an example, I would like to try bowling to game a Squash which I love, just because I win in squash every day and have still to hit a bingo in bowling despite making 60 attempts (the number was last updated on 31/12/03 or I would like to see a third grade Hindi movie (starring Junior Babbar) to Umrao Jaan, which is my favorite, just because I have not seen the former.

ANTAGONISTIC ACQUIESCENCE

I regret my quick approvals and submissions in the issues that I feel comes in 80% of my Pareto efficient chart of life. It is totally against me but still I do it only to contemplate later on as to why I did it. Though I never regret any of those despite the significant impacts it creates in my life. I find it very difficult to get rid of the salespeople coming to my door. Also most often end up purchasing from a shop I entered first. I believe that a person in front of me needs something from me more desperately than I need it. I have never related to the fact that if some one is saying no at times it might mean yes (particularly in the case of better half of specie).

FUNDAMENTALLY FORTUNATE

I have always believed that what ever happens happens for the best. I know that I am the blessed one who gets all the best things of life by default, it started with my parents, my sister, teachers my amazing friends at every stage of life, my first and till date the only lady love (for what ever time we could spend with each other), my Job and exposure I get to work in my field, my bosses, the list is end less and I think it is high time I should touch wood for the same, or may be I should touch my head.

ESSENTIALLY EMOTIONAL

I believe that people who talk less are very emotional at heart, notwithstanding their ability or willingness to express it. I am waiting for a day when I will suffer from lot of emotional misery (I have faced only one but not larger than my existence till date). That will be a test of my nerves. I enjoy reading faces of people and making a psychological portrait just by observing them. I believe the five senses (with most prominent being the eyes) makes the perfect communication than just the speech, but I can only wish I could have been as expressive with my sensory organs than what I am with my fingers. (My only way of expression as far as emotions is concerned is to write)