[ Added on 12-03-2007 ]

 

The Energy Parasite in my heart has grown stronger, and I am too weak to continue with my campaign. I had intended to add large chunks of text to this website, but I'm simply too exhausted for that now. In recent weeks I've needed to "vomit" Satanic energy several times a day just to be able to walk and talk...
Therefore, just a few random thoughts:

1 If you haven’t heard this yet, the immediate cause for me writing and campaigning is NOT HAVING ANYTHING ELSE to do in life because of Guru Gegen Khyentse.
The purpose of my campaign is 3-fold:
A) to get myself killed
B) to warn the public that they are in danger of enslavement, torture, and dehumanisation (imagine having orgasm removed from your system!)
C) to extract a few euros from your pockets (this is pretty much the last option left to me: to generate income out of my complete inabilty to generate income; the Guru is preventing me from earning money so I have to try to earn money by presenting this very fact to the world...)
 
2 The latest stage of my Anti-guru / Anti-Big Brother campaign consisted of handing out leaflets to visitors to the international conference and lectures by Swami-ji (H. H. Mahamandaleshwar Paramhans Swami Maheshwarananda) in Ljubljana and Novo mesto (9-11 MAR 2007). I do not know this guru personally, but was nevertheless able to find out a few interesting things through (rather turbulent) interaction with his disciples.
More on this subject at the bottom of this article...

3 The latest ploy my guru (Gegen Khyentse) is using to torture me is the following:
Back in NOV 2006 he made it clear through an agent that he was going to send me to Hell (eventually) and would remove even the last traces of love from my life (which he has done already).
Since I know that he is perfectly capable of frying me alive for an eternity, I now languish in a state of complete hopelessness and lovelessness.
On the other hand, he has recently started sending inordinate numbers of covert agents who, in their conversation with me, always drop hints to the effect that "there is always hope" and "everyone should find love" and that sort of rubbish.
This is probably the most vicious method of psychological torture he has ever employed on me. I'm not sure if I'm making any sense to readers here, but this state of affairs is creating such tension in my mind that it is simply unbearable.

4 I've therefore decided that to protect and conserve my energy I shall hereafter AUTOMATICALLY consider anyone who comes to me with that sort of rubbish to be an agent, and I'll (probably) break off communication immediately.

5 I will generally not discuss any guru-related topics with anyone who has not read my ENTIRE Web-site. Trying to discuss such sensitive issues without carefully researching the available material indicates that you are not taking me or my writings seriously enough, and I will reciprocate by not taking YOU seriously.

6 Anyhow, anyone who has truly read all I've written will quickly realise that there ISN'T really anything to discuss, at least not with me. They'll know that it's no use saying to me "God bless you" since it's my profoundest wish is that the BLOODY MOTHERF****R WOULD JUST STOP BLESSING ME!!! They'll know that it's no use saying "Peace be with you" since in my world peace can only be synonymous with SOUL-SEARING BOREDOM!!!

7 So there isn't much you can talk to me about - you should, however, alert your social network to the dangers of gurus and especially the Big Brother!

8 And what can I say to those who insist on offering their precious little hypotheses and advice even AFTER they've read my material?
A) Unless you are mentally retarded, read it again.
B) Unless you (YOU PERSONALLY) are able to move Mt. Everest from the Himalaya to the Sahara desert with a mere snap of your fingers, you will only make yourself look ridiculous by offering "spiritual help and advice" to someone who is controlled by as powerful a guru as Gegen Khyentse! Not to mention that I find people who only offer a load of BLAH-BLAH-BLAH but are not capable of giving me even just 50 cents highly HYPOCRITICAL. Even worse than that are women who preach love but are not even willing to have sex with me free of charge. You are repulsive, and I will henceforth automatically treat you as Bitches (=female Agents). Just f*** off, honeys!

9 Based on my experiences with the Yoga Group during Swami-ji's visit I can now say with a 99% certainty that people's allegations are true:
they ARE a CULT,
and this is of great concern to me for the following reason:
There is a stark contrast between the Buddhist Groups and the Yoga Groups of Slovenia. Almost all top members of the Buddhist Group are clairvoyant, so they can't really be considered human.
On the other hand, based on the Yoga people's ridiculous, confused, and counter-productive response to my campaign (they even called the Police to remove me!) I now know that even the top members of the Yoga Group are ordinary, suffering humans who, for lack of clairvoyance, are just as lost and confused in the world as I am. I even noticed one or two who seem to be possessed by demons just like I am – only they don’t realise it yet.

This naturally is a great cause for concern. Though I know nothing first-hand about their guru, I would advise everyone to be cautious.

10 Should my energy level rise appreciably in the near future I shall of course describe the events during Swami’s visit in greater detail to provide some food for thought to those who may be on the verge of going TOO FAR.

Exhaustedly Yours,
Mike

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DID YOU KNOW? - MAGIC IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN RELIGION OR EVEN THINKING TO APPROACH A GURU, YOUR LIFE MAY BE IN DANGER! BEWARE OF GURUS! 10 YEARS AGO I WAS ENSLAVED BY A TIBETAN LAMA AND HE HAS CONTINUOUSLY BEEN TORTURING ME EVER SINCE. I AM INFORMED BY TWO MEDICAL DOCTORS THAT IN SLOVENIA THERE ARE MANY SUCH CASES. I WANT TO MAKE OUR VOICES HEARD IN ORDER TO PREVENT FUTURE TERROR OF THIS TYPE. ARE YOU AT RISK? PLEASE LEARN TO PROTECT YOURSELF FROM SPIRITUAL TERRORISM BY READING ABOUT MY EXPERIENCES. IT'S FREE AT: http://wakeup.to/gurus - SCIENCE MY LAMA HAS REPEATEDLY USED MIND-READING, PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION, TELEKINESIS ETC. TO CONTROL AND TORTURE ME. BUT IF YOU THINK THAT SUCH “MAGICAL POWERS” AND ABUSE THEREOF SHOULD NOT CONCERN ORDINARY PEOPLE, YOU ARE DELUDING YOURSELF. SOON GOVERNMENTS WILL BE IN POSSESSION OF JUST SUCH POWERS THROUGH ADVANCES IN - SCIENCE! THEY WILL USE THESE SCIENTIFIC POWERS AS A MEANS TO CONTROL AND TORTURE THE MASSES. STOP THE BIG BROTHER! PLEASE TAKE A CLOSE LOOK AT THE “PEOPLE” WHO RULE YOUR TOWN, YOUR COUNTRY, AND YOUR PLANET, AND GIVE SERIOUS THOUGHT TO HOW FAR YOU WILL ALLOW THEM TO GO IN CONTROLLING AND EXPLOITING YOU! YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE IS ABOUT TO BECOME REALITY, SO YOU’D BETTER WAKE UP! ORWELL'S 1984 IS NOW! http://wakeup.to/1984 THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT, MIKE antigurus AT gmail.com

LATEST UPDATE TO THE F.A.Q. ABBREVIATED!! FULL: HTTP://WAKEUP.TO/GURUS Q: HOW DO YOU IDENTIFY AN AGENT? A: THERE IS ONLY ONE PHYSICAL FEATURE THAT IS A RELIABLE INDICATOR: A SCAR IN THE MIDDLE OF THEIR FOREHEAD. THE SIZE OF THE SCAR DEPENDS ON THE SIZE OF THE OBJECT USED BY THEIR GURU TO HIT THEM TO TRANSMIT HIS SPECIAL POWERS. BUT DON’T ACCUSE PEOPLE OF BEING CLAIRVOYANT OR EVEN A NOXIOUS AGENT JUST BECAUSE THEY HAVE A MARK, AS IT MAY HAVE BEEN ACQUIRED IN AN ACCIDENT ETC. --- CONVERSELY, THERE ARE WAYS TO TRANSMIT POWERS WITHOUT SCARRING, SO MANY HUMANOIDS WHOSE FOREHEADS LOOK "INNOCENT" ARE AGENTS. -- IN TERMS OF MENTAL CHARACTERISTICS, AGENTS TEND TO BE TALENTED, INTELLIGENT, AND HAPPY (AT OUR EXPENSE!), AND THEREBY SUCCESSFUL. PEOPLE WITH SOME SPECIAL TALENT DERIVE IT FROM A GREATER-THAN-AVERAGE PSYCHIC POWER, WHICH INCLUDES CLAIRVOYANCE. THIS MAY NOT BE BAD IN ITSELF – BUT THE PROBLEM IS, MOST CLAIRVOYANTS FIND THE TEMPTATION TO USE THEIR MIND-READING ABILITIES TO EXTRACT HUMANS' PRIVATE INFORMATION FROM THEIR THOUGHTS IRRESISTIBLE. IF THEY ABUSE SUCH INFORMATION TO HARM HUMANS AND SECURE SUCCESS AT ORDINARY HUMANS' EXPENSE, THEY'VE CROSSED THE ETHICAL LINE AND MUST BE CONSIDERED AGENTS - SPIRITUAL CRIMINALS. --- CASES WHERE AN AGENT UNAMBIGUOUSLY ADMITS "YES, I CAN READ PEOPLE'S MINDS." ARE EXTREMELY RARE. IF THEY CHOOSE TO REMAIN COVERT AGENTS, THEY WILL NEVER DO ANYTHING TO BETRAY THEIR POWERS. --- THE SPECIAL REASON WHY EVERYONE SHOULD CONCERN THEMSELVES WITH AGENTS IS BECAUSE VERY SOON THEIR NUMBER IS GOING TO ESCALATE - NOT BECAUSE OF GURUS, BUT BECAUSE OF THE BIG BROTHER AND HIS SCIENTISTS! ANYONE IN POSSESSION OF A MIND-READING MACHINE WILL BE ABLE TO PROBE AND CONTROL THE HUMANS IN THEIR AREA. "CONTROL" HERE SHOULD BE TAKEN QUITE LITERALLY: HTTP://WWW.FOXNEWS.COM/STORY/0,2933,173500,00.HTML REMOTE CONTROL FOR HUMANS BEING TESTED ORWELL’S 1984 IS NOW! HTTP://WAKEUP.TO/1984

[ Added on 06-05-2007 ] - FRESH BAD NEWS! -

 

It has been a while since I have had the leisure to update this page; many of the things you will be reading here should have been posted back in March.
The leaflet directly above is the one I distributed from (roughly) early-March till late-April. In contradistinction to earlier leaflets, which focused only on the dangers of Magick and Gurus as I personally have experienced them, this leaflet places a significant emphasis on the dangers posed by unhindered growth of the so-called Big Brother and the specific types of suffering that he can inflict upon large numbers of people and hence goes beyond my own personal/individual concerns.

This shift in the focus of my campaign occured naturally after I had spent a few days in late-February re-reading Orwell's '1984' and exploring related topics on the Web.

I suddenly realised that the torture my Guru has been subjecting me to over the last decade through his magickal powers is, essentially, incredibly similar to the sort of torture Orwell feared people of the future would suffer under the yoke of the Big Brother through technological advancements and abuse thereof. Thence the comparison between MAGICAL and SCIENTIFIC powers.

Thus, although I initially believed that the scope and reach of my campaign were rather limited (owing to the fact that my core message "STAY AWAY FROM GURUS!" did not concern very many people simply because most of them naturally stayed away from gurus without having to be told so), I now suddenly understood that my campaign is virtually UNlimited because the dreadful experiences which I personally have had can easily become EVERYONE'S experiences unless we stop the Big Brother!

In other words: although until now the sort of tragedy that befell me has not usually happened to people who stayed away from gurus, you should nevertheless take this message very seriously because FROM NOW ON very similar instances of manipulation and torture, dehumanisation and sexual repression, forceful indoctrination and non-stop surveillance etcetc. can happen to everyone - because of THE WICKED BIG BROTHER and his unscrupulous scientists. My campaign is essentially about preventing Orwell's 1984 from materialising; it is about STOPPING the Big Brother.

Note that whereas in the case of Gurus it seems to suffice to be wise enough to stay away from them, that sort of PASSIVE approach will not work in the case of the Big Brother because, whether we like it or not, whether we invite him or not, he will come to get us and subjugate us and forcefully rob us of our souls. In the case of the Big Brother, an ACTIVE approach, an ACTIVE resistance is required, and it needs to be done TODAY lest it be too late tomorrow.

The following are a few points I have prepared and posted in response to the various discussions pertaining to my campaign that are popping up on the Web. They further elucidate the point I am trying to make.

1 Anyone who has read the above is strongly encouraged to read all the material which I have been using during Phase 2 of my Anti-Guru / Anti-Big Brother campaign. My booklet can be downloaded for free here: DEMONS
And don't forget to peruse also this page: www.WakeUp.to/1984 to understand the analogy between my dreadful experiences under the tyranny of my guru, and the horrible suffering of people under the tyranny of the BIG BROTHER as described in George Orwell's "1984" .

2 I have only bad news for you. I'm sorry, but the picnic is over, so get ready for the storm. GET READY! Ignorance can be bliss, but ignorance can also kill. Whether you read my booklet or Orwell's '1984' you are likely to get a headache. Read nevertheless! Though my personal story or Orwell's '1984' may initially seem completely unrelated to your own life-experience, PLEASE take this information very seriously because FROM NOW ON such manipulation and torture can happen to everyone - because of THE BIG BROTHER.

My campaign is essentially about preventing Orwell's 1984 from materialising - but in order to achieve this goal I need to inform and mobilise large numbers of people. A critical mass of people who are informed and well-aware of the sinister forces at play in todays world is required.

We need a critical mass of people to stop the Big Brother - by NOT falling into his traps; people who are thinking ahead of the Big Brother and are familiar with the sly tricks that 'he' will try to play on them in order to steal their souls . For example, do not sleep and wait for the Big Brother to one day knock upon your door and ask you: "Shall We implant a micro-chip in your skin?" You need to think now! act now! in order to make sure that such questions are never even asked!

3 Many of you are dissatisfied with your lives: you feel manipulated, you do not feel in control of your experiences, you'd like to be happier or healthier or wealthier... But from the point of view of a homeless beggar like me you are very fortunate: Most of you have your own room or house to live in, you have good clothes, cars, pets, DVD players, washing machines, sports equipment etc., you are able to get a job and be financially independent, you can get a partner and have sex, you can afford healthy food... homeless beggars like me have none of these commodities. Can you imagine life without a house, friends, sex, proper clothes and food?

I'm here to tell you that UNLESS WE STOP THE BIG BROTHER YOU, TOO, MAY LOSE THESE ENJOYMENTS - and get yourself into a very uncomfortable situation.

Many of you don't really know what real suffering is. S-u-f-f-e-r-i-n-g-!

I'm here to tell you that a lot of SUFFERING can befall you unless you learn to protect yourself.

!!! - Think about suffering NOW in order to avoid it LATER - !!!

I know it is painful to imagine such a bad scenario, but have you got an alternative? Burying your head in the sand like an ostrich? Well, go ahead and do it, if you're sure it'll work for you. For my part, I'd rather keep my eyes open.

4 Guantánamo may seem very far away today, but if you are not careful and alert a Guantanamo can be built in your own town tomorrow. You may not pay much attention to such vile phenomena as e.g. Goli otok - a thing of the past, where only DISSIDENTS go, you may think. Wrong.
Guantanamo, Goli otok etc. are very much a thing of the future, where dissidents like YOU get tortured. What am I talking about?

5 This: In the past you were free to think whatever you liked, because most people could not read your mind. You could spend your entire life thinking that politicians like Tito were bad people, and still have a good time, so long as you kept quiet. Only those who made their opinions known by verbalising them became DISSIDENTS.
But now we are entering the era of "thoughtcrime" - scientists already have mind-reading devices, and it is very easy to foresee how the Intelligence Services around the globe are eager to abuse this technology to achieve mass-control of the human population. Orwell foresaw it all half a century ago.

Ask yourself these two questions:
a) Am I able to stop myself thinking that Bush is a jerk?
b) What if, under some future legislation, the mere thought "Bush is a jerk" is classed as a crime punishable under law? And for this sort of crime one gets sent to Guantanamo?

STOP THE BIG BROTHER!

 

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[ Added on 24-06-2007 ]

Further comments:

1 

There is a peculiar mind-set out there among you people which made me aware of one issue that i must include in my writings more explicitly, namely, many people seem to fall in the cognitive trap of mentally dividing gurus, and Universe in general, into GOOD and BAD.  

But at the level of the most basic common sense and logic it is of course quite evident that if you believe ONE such guru to be bad, then of course it follows from the above that all the rest also are bad, and vice versa, if just ONE is good then the rest, too, must be good, because they are acting in unison.

1. utter hopelessness,

2. of a complete absence of any reference-points that might serve as refuge to an existentially challenged human, and

3. of a total futility of entertaining any hopes that there is someone out there who will HELP us when we are in trouble.

The mere notions ( implicit in my writings) of

• there being NO-ONE who will help and NOWHERE to take refuge, or in other words, that there is no 'Jesus' to save you and no 'Heaven' to end your sufferings, 

• of not having any capacity for creating your own reality, and

• of being completely alone in boundless space and time, without any means of escape from amoral, sadistic monsters,  

3

N.B. Some people (who know nothing about me) seem to think that the purpose of my online exploits is to seek simpathy or perhaps even friends, or that it is an exercise in self-pity. Nothing could be further from the thruth.

Although monster-guru Gegen Khyentse started to subject me to excruciating pressure as early as 1998, I suffered in silence, and never told  anyone of my problems, until 2001. For one thing, it is not in my nature to wail and lament, and for another, there did not seem to be any benefit in speaking out for others either. In late 2001, however, I realised that my personal predicament bore broader implications so I decided to make a one-time statement in a local newspaper (Dol. list). Following the publication I immedaitely left Slovenia so there was no profit for me in this action.

After I declared war on my Guru in early 2002, my life seemed to normalise - I was lulled into believing he'd gone, until late 2004, when I realised he had been acting from behind the scenes all along. Since it now became clear that the monster I had foolishly gotten involved with was MONSTROUS in the utmost degree, I felt a great urge to inform the public - for their benefit. My campaign was longer this time, but still only about 2 months, done mostly through leaflets, and no public media except for a very simple website.

Then again there was silence till late 2006, when I started campaigning again, chiefly out of not having anything else to do in life (by this time the monster had blocked me completely).
One advantage of being a beggar is that one sees very cleary the true face of humans, and that face happens to be so ugly that one inevitably becomes a misanthrope, shunning human company. 

4

During my campaigns I spend much time out on the street, observing people's behaviour, particularly their reactions to my plackards and leaflets. It always strikes me how, in comparison with older and middle-aged people, who tend to take my message very seriously and look concerned, young people often smile or even break into laughter, as if the whole presentation is fictional or some sort of a joke.

Sometimes this can be ascribed to the fact that, not having read Orwell's '1984', they mistakenly think that my slogan „STOP THE BIG BROTHER" refers to the infamous TV show. However, even when I am out there displaying only posters referring to my problems with my Guru, it pains me to see teenagers grin, or even laugh, as if they were mentally retarded, when, instead, they should be understanding my message to them as a very serious warning that such things DO in fact ACTUALLY happen in this world of ours, and that they can happen to THEM, too, unless they stay away from religion!

What accounts for this great difference between young and older people? I have no doubt that it is primarily owing to the fact that through over-exposure to visual media (cinema, TV, video games, Internet) the young live in a sort of virtual, fictional world, wherefore they find it hard to sensibly relate to the real world. The key phrases in my message, such as guru / sadistic monster / enslaved / soul-possession / magical powers / exorcism / daemons etc. remind them of the plots of the myriad films they have seen and cause them to jump into the conclusion that my posters refer to a fictional event.

With regards to this problem my message to younsters is two-fold:

A) please try to spend less time in front of TV/computer screen; go to the mountains, or to the woods from time to time, try to re-connect with the real world, get soaked in the Earth's native frequency (7.83 Hz). Electronic devices emit harmful hi-freq radiation that only makes you nervous, stupid, and ill. If the younger generation lose their connection with the Earth completely, everything will go to hell.

B) when you nevertheless find yourself in front of TV/computer screen, please be aware that much of the content available to you has deliberately been put there by the Big Brother in order to stupidify and mentally enslave you. Luckily, some independent information is available , too, for example sites such as http://www.jonhs.net/freemovies/

Now that Agents have come out, telling you plainly that they can read your mind etc. and now that the USA and UK are completely covered in CCTV cameras, not to mention even more dangerous technology (e.g. remote control for humans etc.) I hope you'll finally get my message.

5

Some people argue that my writings are not 'scientific' enough, or that  they do not prove anything. While both allegations are correct, you must understand that I do not concern myself with arguing and proving anything. In the ultimate analysis, anything and everything is impossible to prove. For example, I can say that I do not believe that there is a nose in the middle of my face, and it is a fact that I have not yet met the man that would prove it to me satisfactorily!

Or take this example: the No. 1 best-selling book of all time by a Slovenian author in Slovenia is Away with the Wild Tiger (Carovnikov Vajenec) by Evald Flisar. This book is lightyears away from being scientific, and it does not prove anything. And yet large numbers of people have actually BOUGHT it, which shows that they believe in the phenomena described therein, despite the fact that these phenomena are just, as some other people would say, a heap of hokus-pokus rubbish.

What people believe has nothing to do with proveability, and this is something that worries me. 

People are like sheep, and often they will say BAAA (='this is good') simply because their neighbour says BAAA, and they will say BA-BAA (='this is bad') simply because their neighbour says so!  I am not so interested whether they will say BAAA or BA-BAA regarding my site, but when a large number of sheep make the wrong judgement regarding something like HITLER (remember how the whole of Germany BAAA-ed him?), it can have disastrous consequences for the whole world.

 

People are Sheep

 

6 

How do I know that people are sheep? Take this example:

Standing in the street with a bunch of leaflets to hand out, I must be quick in my judgement as to how the on-coming passers-by will respond. Waving a leaflet under someones nose only a fraction of a second too long can be perceived as intrusive, and that is an impression I prefer to avoid. A fraction of a second too short and one can be perceived as neglecting or ignoring the 'client'.

However, one needs no keen sense for socio-psychological interaction to observe the following phenomenon:

Whenever there is a trickle of 5-10 people coming towards me in a place and manner that allows them to see me from afar, the responses of the 1st and the 2nd person in this loosely formed group are crucial. If the 'leader' decides to accept the leaflet from me, and those behind him/her notice this occurence, then the (statistical) probability of the 2nd person also accepting a leaflet is about 80%. If the 2nd person indeed does take the leaflet, then the probabilty of the 3rd person and everyone else in the group also accepting my leaflets rises to 99%!

And vice versa: if the 'leader' refuses my offer, then there is an 80% chance that the 2nd person in the line, too, will not take a leaflet, and if this occurs, then there is a a 99% chance that most people following them will also not accept my leaflets.

That is to say, most 'people' mimic the behaviour and actions of the 'leader' without even having seen this 'leader's' face!!! This clearly shows that they are not fully-fledged humans, capable of using their own brains to form decisions, but rather are still at the level of sheep, blindly following the sheep in front of them.

7

Although it is my 'job' to verbally attack mainly our arch-enemy, the odious non-humans who plan to take over the planet and enslave the human race, I often find my enthusiasm tempered by certain vile traits found in ourselves, and can't help saying a few bitter words about the very people I'm trying to protect. Here's yet another behavioural pattern that doesn't paint a very nice picture of the human race.

Despite being an exhausted, homeless beggar, I tend to take good care of myself; I shower regularly, wash my clothes, and on a good day still manage to look pretty good. In fact, especially in women's eyes, against all odds, I manage to make a very handsome and sexy impression. Since I also happen to look very intelligent, there is a special allure for the female University students.

In the early days of my campaign, when very few had any clue as to what was written on my leaflets, most women would be in a hurry to paste a gleeful smile all over their faces and thank me for my leaflet with the sweetest of voices, as if thinking that I was promoting a particularly efficaceous new brand of vibrators, complete with one GRATIS night with me in bed included in the package!

Poor things, imagine how defeated their lust must have felt a few minutes later when they read that I am a homeless beggar with socially completely unacceptable views, and what dissapointment it must have been to be informed that the Christ-like vendor of (imagined) vibrators is in fact possessed by Satan. Oh, it is a wicked universe, isn't it?

If they were unlucky enough to meet me again, these same women now bore a very different expression on their (superficially) pretty faces, and an altogether different passion in their (profoundly) selfish hearts. I was still the very same man as before, and yet now they greeted me with fear, nervousness, revulsion, to name but a few emotions that were all clearly perceptible, and, alas alas, the night in bed seemed to evaporate into thin air. And yet, if we imagine for a moment that for some inexplicable reason I should, at some point in the future, become rich and famous, these very same women would indubitably start throwing themselves at my feet, were I ten times possessed by Satan.

Do not misapprehend: I am not blaming these whores for their shallowness and selfishness and hypocrisy. I know many people who are possessed by daemons like me, and most of them are so unpleasant that I prefer not to spend much time with them. It is very difficult to accept such a person even for me.

But I hope you realise just how easily you people let down, betray, and abandon your fellow-men for reasons much more insignificant than demonic possession! Have you heard of Renata Ažman, the author of DEPRA? Here is a little anecdote:

One day she went to a pub and met a group of people. After a while they asked her what she did in life. The moment she told them she was writing a book about her severe depression, they all turned on their heels and disappeared. This was done by Slovenians, in Slovenia, a country where depression is so common that it is surprising more people are not writing about it. They shamelessy abandoned her simply because she had clinical depression, although they were quite happy with her company up till the point when they learnt about it. Abominable.

Don't you realise that if you so easily let down, betray, and abandon others, it will one day be done to you?? Such short-sightedness is unbelievable.

 

 

8

 

Recently, relationships between people have begun to strike me as tragi-comic, or even outright grotesque. Seeing a couple caressing or kissing each other, I suddenly realise that they are not doing that to EACH OTHER at all. Each is doing it to a mental projection, a mere illusion in place of the other person.

So long as the person they are involved with fits their expectations and 'standards' in terms of appearance, social status, money etc., they claim to like, or even adore this person. But when through some vicissitude of fortune the person loses his/her beauty, status, money etc., the illusion collapses, and they turn away and abandon this person as easily as changing a shirt.

People are not interested in or aware of each others essence, or soul, at all. They are so short-sighted that they only see the superficial attributes, such as money, and their feelings are only skin-deep. When they turn away from the person in question upon a slight change in his/her attributes (appearance, status etc.) as if he/she had suddenly metamorphosed into a completely new entity (which of course has not happenned - the soul, the essence, remains the same), they show how they did not care about the person from the start. Each time they said 'I like you' or 'I love you' they lied, each time they smiled, it was a fake smile, and each time they kissed, it was a snake's kiss. Curious, how, in such cases, retrospective analysis inevitably paints everything black...

 

9

 

Many people are astonished to hear that a Buddhist guru, who, as such, is supposed to be thoroughly good and intent on liberating everyone around him from suffering, is in fact planning to send his (former) disciple to hell. They cannot understand that someone can be so wicked, and ask me what reason he could possibly have for such conduct.

I can understand such people's disillusionment, and all I can say is: 'The Universe is a vile place.' As for specific reasons he might have, the answer is three-fold. (1) Technically, I am a traitor. Anyone who starts to whole-heartedly cultivate a guru, but then for any reason whatsoever turns away from this guru and even whole-heartedly disparages him (as I have been doing) is destined to go to hell. They even have a special, particularly painful sort of hell for such cases, called the Vajra Hell. These things are actually written in Buddhist texts, but people, including myself, tend not to pay too much attention to such topics in the early days of being with a guru because he is then invariably as sweet as honey. (2) Once the victim has become sufficiently attached to the guru, both emotionally and through vows, the guru changes and the torture begins. In my particular case, I believe that he lured me onto a spiritual path despite the fact that I had no talent for it, and I decided to break away from the guru so as to stop wasting time. This was the moment of great turmoil for me as I faced a moral dilemma: Remain 'loyal' to a monster-guru just for the sake of keeping my vow and escaping hell, or 'betray' the monster in order to be able to save many other potential victims by warning them? I chose the latter option. (3) In any case, he never let me go! And I think even if I had not gone down the road of 'treachery', he would have found some other pretext for torture. I do not think he actually cares for any specific reasons. He has attained to the level of knowledge where he has nothing left to learn or do, so it is not unlikely that in his boredom he passes time by sadistically torturing humans at random.

Do I believe in hell? I'm already living in a state that can justly be described as hell. And it can always get worse, for sure! Every word I type, every leaflet I hand out is paving the road to the Vajra Hell, hell for traitors! Given such prospects, it is hardly surprising that I hardly have the motivation to get up in the morning..

 

 

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[ Added on 27-06-2007 ]

From the 20th till the 23rd of June our 'Association for Prevention of Psychological Terrorism: 1984' (DRUSTVO ZA RAZSIRJANJE ZAVESTI O PSIHOLOSKEM TERORIZMU: 1984) performed its first official public campaign on Preseren Sq., Ljubljana, Slovenia.

 

Much of the material we used can be seen elsewhere on this site. The material that was prepared especially for this campaign in order to shock people into the realisation that they are in great danger, is shown below.

 

 

BEWARE OF THE BIG BROTHER!     WARNING : A MONSTER STRONGER AND EVILER THAN HITLER IS RISING. TORTURE, SLAVERY, DEHUMANISATION, WHICH HAVE BEEN INFLICTED ON ME BY MY GURU THROUGH MAGIC, CAN BE DONE TO YOU BY THE BIG BROTHER USING TECHNOLOGY! THE MONSTER ALREADY HAS MIND-READING MACHINES AND MICROCHIPS THAT TURN HUMANS INTO REMOTE-CONTROLLED ROBOTS. IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO END UP IN A STATE OF ENDLESS APATHETIC MISERY AND DO NOT WANT TO GET TORTURED IN A CONCENTRATION CAMP, WAKE UP NOW!! WATCH THE FILM ‘1984’, DISCUSS IT WITH YOUR FRIENDS, THINK, AND ACT!!     DON’T BE A SHEEP!   SAY ‘NO!!’ TO MICROCHIPPING!! SAY ‘NO!!’ TO MANIPULATION!! SAY ‘NO!!’ TO TORTURE!!     WWW.WAKEUP.TO/1984     !! STOP THE BIG BROTHER !!   BIG BROTHER IS WATCHING YOU - STARE RIGHT BACK AT HIM!

 

People of the Earth!

Consider for a moment how much of your time every day is wasted on meaningless pursuits and activities that lead nowhere. It may be that the monster wants to make you stupid so that when it comes to grab you by the neck you will not be ready!

This has already happened in the USA where the people have been stupidified to the point of where they are committing precisely the same error that was committed by the people of Germany in the 1930's - letting a Monster rise to power!

That is right! I am blaming not only Hitler for the Holocaust, but also the people that failed to stop him. And if the Big Brother now rises to power and perpetrates a Holocaust of a 1000 years, it will be YOUR fault!

So please! Watch less of the stupid stuff on TV and start researching things that truly matter. The book "1984" by Orwell is more important at this juncture in history than anything you have ever learnt at school. But you need to actually read it to understand! Do not foolishly demand of me to deliver my far-reaching message in one single sentence while you spend hours and days engaging in thoughts and activities that lead nowhere.

The methods of psychological manipulation and enslavement by technology are so subtle that you need to study them to understand. So please study these phenomena well. If you and your nearest and dearest end up in a concentration camp it will be YOUR fault!

I have a specific request for each and every one of you. Having grasped the notions of
1) 1984,
2) the Big Brother,
3) how this monster can rise into power, and
4) the ways to prevent it from rising,
please talk to 10 of your acquaintances about these issues just as I am explaining them to you now. The most certain way to stop the Big Brother is simply by making sure that a critical mass of people are aware of the danger and are on the look-out for signs of diminishing liberty.

In Slovenia, the critical mass is 1,000,000 people. I have set myself the goal of directly or indirectly making 1,000,000 people aware of the danger. Directly, I can only reach a small number, so I need YOUR help. If each of you talks to 10 of their acquaintances, and each of them talks to 10 of theirs, we will soon be in the 10,000's and 100,000's. In this way the society can be kept pure and the Big Brother will not be able to materialise.

 

WAKEUP !! STOP THE BIG BROTHER !!

 

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Below is one of the forms we used during our first campaign to collect people's signatures as a sign of support for the cause.

 

 

Everyone on the list has been informed of our goals and understands the way the Big Brother can be stopped.

Each of them has 'promised' to talk to 10 of their acquaintances in order to spread awareness.

 

You can do it, too!

 

Beware of gurus and shamans, and their abuse of magic.
Beware of governments and the military, and their abuse of science.

Be cautious, be safe! Be your own Master!