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DOLLY was a goose. Not a real bird,
white and pompous, with red bill and
self-sufficient eyes, but that kindly, silly,
pleasant little creature that men call "a
goose," in tones that soften as they utter
the epithet.
She was very pretty; her great innocent
light brown eyes had the wistful look of a
spaniel’s when any thing troubled her, but
never any thing of that doggish and dumb
sadness which makes a spaniel’s eyes painful, for Dolly could speak. Her fluffy, wavy
brown hair was always out of order, because
no comb or pins could hold its bright willfulness down in proper shape. Either it
floated on her shoulders in a half—curled,
wandering mass that caught the sunshine
in every wave and then lost it in rich darkness, only to rise on the next bright crest
and glitter again; or, if she tried to knot it,
it rose up in rebellion and made a halo about
her graceful little head, curled about the
shell-pink ears as if it loved them, wandered in stray tendrils over her round white
throat, and misbehaved itself generally in
the most bewitching and picturesque fashion. Dolly’s hair was the despair of all the
other girls, and while she admired with a
certain sentiment of respect their smooth
coils and classic braids, impossible to achieve
in her own coiffure, they admired with envy
the soft light puffs that rolled from her fingers and took their places in rank, with only
the aid of one long hair-pin, all over the top
of her head, and then hung in loose long
curls from that pile of curving billows down
to her shoulders behind.
"She looks just like a fashion plate,"
snapped Lucy Demars, whose heavy black
tresses were made for braids of satin sheen,
and refused forever to be rolled into fashionable style, or curled by any means known
to mortal man—or woman.
"I’m sure she hasn’t got a straight nose,"
whined "Lew"-cretia Black, as the village
people called her—a being of evident dough,
unbaked and unrisen, with coarse hair, reddest of all hair reds.
It is too true. Dolly had a nose "tip-tilted like a flower," a veritable nez retroässé,
if Tom Thorne did call it a little turnip, or
turn-up, as he willfully pronounced it.
Blessed be Mr. Tennyson for giving poetry
even to a turned-up nose! But if ever one
deserved it, it was Dolly’s; for that delicate,
piquant, baby-like organ, its soft plastic
lines curving in the same fluent moulding
with that of the peach—tinted cheek, the
pink, pointed chin, the full scarlet lips, gave
a certain character to a face otherwise too
infantile, too inexpressive, to be interesting, unless in the infantile surroundings of
cambric and cradle, and Dolly was too tall
for any bassinet. She was tall, slender,
graceful, with the idle, swaying, dependent
grace of a willow bough or a smoke wreath.
Nobody could say she was straight, or lithe,
or erect, for she was always leaning on something or somebody; either her arms were
clasped round "dear papa’s" neck, or one
hand clinging to brother Will’s shoulder, or
she was hanging like a climbing rose to
the piazza lattices, or resting in the arms
of some luxurious chair as if she had been
thrown there like a scarf, pliant and helpless. But, as all the young men and most
of the maidens about Basset frankly avowed, Dolly was "awful pretty."
And in spite of all the old saws about the
"skin-deep" nature of beauty, the "handsome does" of plainness, the grace of goodness, tell me, dear and honest reader, speaking in all that frankness which you can
freely use in an inaudible answer, is there
any thing in all this world as beautiful, as
enchanting, as exquisite, as a really beautiful girl? You and I know very well
there are no such tints and sparkle and delicate life in any other thing the Lord ever
made. Did He not make them in His own
image? And because we are old and sallow
and worn, are we going to say that the only
real beauty is in expression? that a lovely
soul, and so on—you know it all. It is
bosh, to use the language of the Turks, and
the pretty creatures who read such moralities look in the glass and laugh at us. Bless
them! they have a right to; but
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my dears; you will feel it still more deeply
then, and, if you are honest, own it.
Poor little Dolly! she had no mother. Mrs.
Vane died when her child was only five years
old, and Dolly could carry into her future life
but a faint shadow of the dear dead mother
who had left her with such bitter tears.
But Mr. Vane had never married again.
There was Will, a big boy, who could be
sent to school. Roxy Keep, the housekeeper,
a kindly, fussy, snuffy old soul, could see to
Dolly’s physical well-being; and when the
little creature grew and blossomed up toward girlhood, Katy Preston, the minister’s
daughter, came and taught her every day.
Katy was a good girl, very good, with a
thick nose and lips, small green eyes, plenty
of dull brown hair, and a very thorough education. Mr. Vane gave her a large salary
for educating Dolly, but he preferred to have
her live at home. Will said she was too
plain to have at the table, but Mr. Vane
never offered any reason: be was a lazy
man, but he was a gentleman. That he
chose to remain unmarried after his beautiful wife left him was his own affair, he thought, so he never explained it. But for all Katy's honest and painful endeavor, Dolly could not learn any thing to speak of. Lessons literally went in at one ear and out of the other: if she bounded Pennsylvania
correctly to-day, just having sing-songed
the task over to herself for half an hour,
she was quite as likely to put Texas on the
east and Georgia on the north of it to-morrow. She never could remember any date,
not even the two that are supposed to be
inborn with American children, for she insisted to Will, even with tears, that the Pilgrims came over in 1492, and shocked her
father at a dinner party by exclaiming, "Oh,
I do know about Columbus, Mr. Taylor: he
discovered America in 1620." And this to
a man who had written a history himself!
Poor Dolly! Arithmetic, grammar, philosophy, every sort of ology, alike slipped
through her lovely head, and were dispersed
in empty air. Natural history she did like,
because she loved all kinds of animals with
a certain enthusiasm curious to see; and
music, too, found a lodgment in her slight
brain. But neither of these pursuits was
linked to any system. She played by ear,
and her taper fingers touched the keys like
a flight of summer moths hovering over a
flower bed. There was no strength in those
delicate dawn-tipped bits of snow to evoke
the awful soul of music; its light laughter
and fleeting tears alone followed the dance
of her fairy fingers. And she knew no more
about the classification of her birds and flowers than she did about the precession of the
equinoxes; it was enough that her pets
loved her and the flowers were bright and
sweet, for, as I said to begin with, Dolly
was a goose.
Nevertheless, her father and Will loved
her dearly; so did Katy Preston, though
Dolly vexed her conscientious soul all the time. Katy was paid, generously paid, for
teaching her, and yet she learned nothing;
and Katy confessed, with hot tears in her
eyes, to Mr. Vane, that her efforts were all
useless, that she could do no more. Dolly
must be sent to school.
"Never !" thundered Mr. Vane. "Send
my rose-bud into a mud-puddle! Katy
Preston, what are you thinking about? Besides, I promised—" Here he turned away
and choked. "I promised she should never
go. Try a little longer, Katy; it’s no matter
if she doesn’t learn; what use is it? She’s
good as gold, and pretty as a flower. Stuff
and nonsense! She sha’n’t learn if she don’t
want to; but stay with her, Katy, and try at
least another year. Teach her to sew."
Katy’s green eyes opened with dismay.
Had not she heen taught, in open defiance of
the Shorter Catechism, that woman’s chief
end was to be educated and to work? Had
not she been dragged through a course of
every thing at the famous Gooseyoke Seminary, where even the feathers in the pillows are laid straight every day, and the very
pins straightened out of their crooks as evening entertainment? It would have pleased Katy’s correct New England soul to
see the lilies of the field tied up to straight
sticks and set in parallel rows. The vagrant habits of cats aud chickens distressed
her; dust was materialized evil, and dirt
the daily embodiment of Satan himself;
while she believed, in common with a good
many excellent people, that
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as firmly as if it were a Bible announcement, and not the dictum of a solemn Puritanic old prig, who made earth so uncomfortable to those about him that it is the
merest justice to write him down an ignoramus concerning heaven. But, having
freed her conscience, Katy staid on till dear
Dolly was actually seventeen. Seventeen!
At that age her mother had married; and
when Mr. Vane, startled by Dolly’s sudden
announcement that it was her birthday to-morrow, began to count up her years as a
sort of gauge for the present she always
expected him to give her, he looked at his
little girl in dumb amazement. Seventeen!
There came to him out of the long dead
past a vision of his bride; delicate, gentle,
lovely, with those same brown eyes, those
clouds of bronze hair, those rose-leaf cheeks—but not that baby face. Oh no! Dorothea Vernon had the sad pure outlines of
Guido’s Madonnas, the dove-like look of
their eyes, the long oval face, and the delicate lips of faint scarlet: hers was a mature beauty in childhood, and on her death-bed even, long years after, its spiritual
loveliness shone unimpaired; but Dolly’s
was, and would ever be, the visage of a
child, with inexpressive glory in the bright
eyes and parting lips, such as only cherubs
and babies wear. Still, she was seventeen,
and he could not buy her a doll or a picture-book. He looked at her again, having paid
on her warm and rosy cheeks the just debt
of seventeen kisses which she demanded in
advance: she was a very pretty creature.
She had that instinct for dress which some
women own, and her quaint and delicate
costumes always possessed a certain picturesque element, whatever was their conformity to fashion. And Dolly was never
out of fashion, for her dresses, though ordered and planned by herself, were made by the
best of city dress-makers, and the greatest
artiste in bonnets of Paris kept her tinted
photograph and the measure of her head,
and crowned her accordingly with creations
of genius that made her the envy of all the
Basset girls. To-day she was wonderfully
lovely: a long dress of soft purple woolen
stuff fell about her in graceful folds, its various outlines and borders defined and edged
with full-fringed ruches of glittering silk a
shade darker; a long bib of delicate old
lace covered all the waist down to her wide
silken sash, and rose about her throat into
a full ruff of ivory frost-work; her hair was
tucked away into a gold-thread net, and
frills of lace hid her little hands half-way
to the dimpled fingers, while the fringed
sash ends, floating to the hem of her dress,
swayed and glittered with every motion.
She was a lovely picture: the delicate shade
of misty lilac brought out all the rays and
tints of gold in her hair and long curled
eyelashes, and the infantile look of her lace
garnitures suited her sweet child-face wonderfully. It was one of Dolly’s notions always to wear white to dinner; in the morning colors had their reign—always of the
softest woolen fabric, delicate cambric, or
pliant foreign silks, thin and lustreless, but
wonderful in shades of coloring as only Eastern fabrications are; but at night she always appeared in the dull ivory white of
thick embroidered cloth, or pearly silk with
jacket of frost-white velvet; or, in summer,
in cobweb draperies of filmy lace and muslin, fashioned like the fringed petals of a
flower, in whose unfolding bosom she seemed to shine
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But she never wore any ornaments, for
the best of reasons—she never had them,
being held still as the household baby, a
creature by no means "too bright and good"
for paint-boxes, illustrated books, and gay
pictures, but quite too young for trinkets.
To-day, however, her father hegan to
think of something proper for this damsel
of seventeen; the eternal fitness of things
pursued him with that fact, and he remembered that Will, who had betaken himself
to China in this past summer—it being now
October—had left in his hands a certain
commission to this end.
"Buy Dolly something stunning for her
birthday, Sir, and take the spoils out of my
allowance. Tell her I left it for her. I’m
I late for the steamer, or I’d buy it myself."
So Mr. Vane took the next train for the
city, and when the birthday came, Dolly
found on her plate a wonderful morocco box
"from Will," bearing on its snowy satin lining a necklace and armlets of turquoises set
in dead gold; but her dimples and blushes over the charming toys deepened into
speechless delight when, before dinner,
papa hung over her cream-white corded
silk jacket a slender but sparkling chain of
deep-tinted rubies, to which hung a great
sapphire set in milky pearls.
Oh, Dolly! was it hecause that little head
was so child-like, so simple, that these jewels were only pretty toys, and did not set
thee up in thine own conceit? For what
are jewels to a goose? Nevertheless, Dolly
liked the shining things. She liked their
lustre and their hue, the bit of color added
to her colorless attire, and their unfading
splendors; for her flowers died in her hands
and her hair before they had done more than
scant service, and it pained her foolish little soul to see them droop and pale so soon.
If Katy had still been by, her common-sense
might have curbed Dolly’s delight. She
would have priced the trinkets and watched over them with careful eye, and done
her best to impress their owner with their
value and the terror of their loss; but this
vigilant monitress was gone. Parson Preston was laid up in his bed with rheumatic
fever, and the mother could not do without Katy, all the more
that at the rectory there now sojourned a young minister from New York, come to take Mr. Preston's place, and it was impossible for one woman to look after a sick man and a well one too; so Katy went home.
Parson Preston was ill a long time, very ill, and Mr. Vane and Dolly had the kindest hearts in the world, and ample powers of expressing them; so the road from one house to the other was traversed often by the bearers of kindly messages and offerings; fruit, dainties from Roxy's skillful hands, old wine
from Mr. Vane’s cellar. All these the servants carried. But it was Dolly who arranged
and carried the flowers, sheltered safely from
wind and rain under her long cloak of gentian blue, whose rose-lined hood, half slipping from her gold-brown coronet of hair
made her a living picture, a delight to the
eyes. Not to Mr. Preston’s eyes, for he was
as cross as fever and rheumatism can make
any tortured mortal, and if the host of seraphim had appeared before him, he would
probably have growled at their light in his eyes; but to this temporary pastor, this youth from New York, this elegent being whose broadcloth, eyeglass, manners, and customs were the theme of every Basset tea table already—to the Reverend Augustus Rycker, Dolly appeared as a vision in the desert. Now it would be according to general usage if I were to present this young man, who was always well dressed, fastidious, elegant of manner, and charming of aspect, as a piteous idiot, who always said, "Aw, yaas," "Really, now," and also an accomplished and heartless male flirt. It is true, these traits are not really compatible;
it takes a certain acute quality of mind to
flirt successfully, either in man or woman;
the most desperate characters of that sort
I have ever known relied neither on beauty
nor youth to beguile their captives, for they
had neither. Still, in novels and stories
one meets so often the impossible in fact
that I must take the risk of being natural
at my own cost. So I must say that Mr.
Rycker was really an intelligent, well-educated young man, thoroughly a gentleman,
honorable and good. If he was a little conceited, tolerably dogmatic, and a very High
Churchman, what of that? These are bagatelles necessary to humanity. How we
should all hate a perfect man, even Doily!
But Dolly did not hate Mr. Rycker. She
incautiously told Katy that she thought he
was "a duck," at which the little preceptress turned pale directly, and was about to
give Dolly a large apple from the tree of
knowledge at once, and force her to eat it,
had not the duck himself opportunely entered and begun a gentle ministerial quack
about Christmas decorations, which distracted Katy’s mind, till her father impatiently
called her, and Dolly left, having escaped,
ignorantly, a sharp lesson, and perhaps a
useful one. But if Dolly liked the young
minister, what was the harm, so long as she
staid at liking? He was very different from
the youths of Basset, who ignored grammar
and talked broad Yankee, who were honest,
hard-handed sons of toil, or simpering creatures behind a counter—Basset, like most
New England towns, being depopulated by
that dragon the Great West. In fact, if
Dolly, brought up from her youth in refined
and fastidious retirement, had ever met
these beings in society, they would have regarded her either as a lily of the field, lovely, adorable, indeed, but quite useless, or as
an unattainable angel from a fashion plate;
or even if her simple soul had accepted them
calmly, as a botanist does fungi, with some
curiosity but no surprise, they would have
gone no further—the farmers repelled by
the uselessness of the blossom, the mercantile youths by its expense. However, she
never met them. She did not know how to
sew, and therefore never went to the weekly "circle" of the village, and Mr. Rycker,
handsome, intelligent, polished, was really
the first gentleman into whose society she
had ever fallen. Moreover, he was her minister, and Dolly was a pious little soul, who
said her prayers, as a bird sings, from a
heavenward impulse of grateful joy, and
who went to church as a happy duty, lifting up her voice in chant and psalm with
a clear childish treble that was shrill for
want of soul or sorrow. Are these convertible terms? She always listened to Mr.
Preston’s nasal and monotonous homilies
with patience and perseverance; she fixed
her eyes on his pasty countenance and round
head, with its red fringe of hair, with perfect politeness and attention. But here was
the head of a young saint, with dark sad
eyes and clustering raven hair, with lips
from whose tranquil curves flowed Words
of picturesque splendor, ardent faith, pure
devotion; whose flowing snowy robes, tinged
by the rose light of a painted window, seemed to be typical wings flushed with heavenly dawn. She forgot how ugly those pink
shadows had seemed to her, cast against Mr.
Preston’s frantically disheveled locks.
Here was where Dolly needed a mother.
Had hers lived, my tale never would have
been told; and yet it might not have ended
as happily. Mr. Rycker was not of the im-
pressionable type. He was the son of a
wealthy family, well known and respected.
He had been born and brought up in New York, and knew his own value quite well.
Hosts of mammas had petted and encouraged him in behalf of numerous daughters
since he was a little child, some of them being of a thrifty and forecasting turn, and
he was somewhat surfeited with girlish society. But while he could not, having the
common perceptions of humanity, be ignorant of these things, he had, thanks to being the son of a lady in the fullest sense of
the word, never plumed himself on the distinction, but even at times felt it a certain
drawback on his ideal of life, and wished it
were possible to play Lord Burleigh, and be
sure of some gentle heart that was unaware
of his surroundings. He was a little vain,
of course; but he had seen so many and
such various styles of girls that he cared
for none really, and therefore at twentyeight he was still unmarried and with an
untouched heart, altogether devoted to his
work. He certainly admired Dolly very
much: children he always loved—if they
were clean, well-bred, and pretty (it is only
a woman who can love dirty and naughty
children); and here was a peculiarly lovely
child, elegant of aspect and attire, dainty,
smiling, charming, coming up the little yard
like a fashionable Flora, with bunches of
late rich roses, clusters of velvet pansies,
crowded chrysanthemums with disks of garnet, gold, and snow, or mystic passion-flowers and dusk heliotrope that lingered still
in the conservatory. Sometimes in a dainty
basket she brought fragrant peaches, pears
of gilded russet, grapes of various tints
struck through with October sunshine till
they glowed like jewels against the odorous
leaves on which she laid them; and thus,
shaded sometimes with a wide black hat
that made her face sparkle out of its shelter, or hooded with that rose-edged mantle
of darkest blue from the soft morning mist
that set every straying lock to curl about
her glowing face like the moss calyx about
a rose—bud, or with a bit of lace tied round
her head like a baby cap, its delicate tracery
against the pearly outlines of cheek and
chin making a human cherub of her sweetest face, and suggesting cloud or cradle as
its fit framing, she offered to this admiring
young man a series of beautiful pictures
that were a real godsend in the dingy surroundings of the parsonage; and when he
became a frequent visitor at Mr. Vane’s
house, not only in his official quality, but
often invited as a genial and cultivated
gentleman whom Mr. Vane enjoyed as a
companion rarely vouchsafed to him in his
retirement, he found Dolly interesting and
delightful as the baby nieces he had left
behind him in New York, and innocently
wished she were not so tall and so overgrown, that he might pet and fondle her as he did Annetje and Hilda. Nor did Mr.
Vane look at him in the light that a mother
would have looked: Dolly was a child still
to him, despite her seventeen years and her
womanish trinkets, which, indeed, seemed
no more mature or gorgeous than her baby
corals, she wore them with such careless
amusement and played with them so child-
ishly. Alas! it was Dolly’s very childishness that brought matters to a crisis. In
her heart she was innocent as they all
thought her, but not so ignorant. She had
found, in her researches on rainy days, an
old shelf of books in the garret, and plunged
into the volumes of Sir Charles Grandison with a certain delight in her simple soul at
a real story-book, unknown to most modern
girls who live on novels from earliest youth.
So Dolly had her ideal of a man and of marriage, while her father and Katy supposed
her yet absorbed in Hans Andersen and
Grimm, and here arose before her the beaming image of which long since she dreamed,
and she turned toward it as simply, as directly, as unconsciously as a daisy in the
meadow turns its innocent yellow eye and
candid rays toward the journeying sun.
Without a shade of coquetry, or passion, or
consideration, but at once, simply and without hesitation, Dolly loved this man, and
knowing it, knew or thought of no reason
why he should not love her—in fact, took
it for granted that he would, if ever she
thought about it; but now, like the baby—or the woman—that she was, only knew
that she loved him, and that was life and
wisdom enough for her.
So the winter went on, like a lovely dream
to this pretty creature, like a long tedium to
Mr. Rycker, except for his visits at Mr. Vane’s
house and his Sunday and saint-day services.
He found the parsonage more and more in-
tolerable, for Mr. Preston was at once too ill
and too irritable to be socially useful, and
poor Katy and her mother were too busy to
do more than attend to the young parson’s
material wants: a blessed thing, no doubt,
for Katy, since she was a woman, and propinquity lent its mighty aid to the spells
which Satan finds for idle hearts as well as
idle hands. But hard work is armor of proof
against Satan and Cupid both; so the old
parson’s daughter went her way absorbed
in the savory pottages and unsavory tempers of the sick-room, while pretty, idle Dolly, with nothing more to occupy her than
her daily walk to vespers, when she floated through snow and ice like a Christmas fairy in ermine and velvet to say her
prayers and sing her psalms, or her occasional drive through the aisles of scented pine
woods or over the shining fields, when her
heart kept glad time to the sleigh-bells and
her thoughts flew faster and further than
the swift feet of the horses her father loved
to drive—pretty Dolly fell into those golden
meshes that gods and men are 'ware of, nor
even fluttered, dove that she was, in that
glittering captivity. So the year wore on,
past its death and renewal, into the first
days of February—it is those days about
me now that have recalled Dolly’s simple
story—and one afternoon, as the little girl,
crouched in a corner of the deep luxurious
lounge her father had wheeled into the sunshine for her, was absorbed in a pretty book
of poems that came among her Christmas
presents, she fell on a valentine therein:
tinkling of cadence, gay with quips and conceits, roses and posies, doves and loves—a
fanciful love poem in fact, but mysterious
of title to Dolly.
"Papa," she said to her dozing father, who
started from a half dream to answer—"papa,
what is a valentine ?"
Now when a man just wakes up, in answering the question that wakes him he is
sometimes unnecessarily and unintentionally honest. It had been Mr. Vane’s plan,
when he made a theory of education, years
ago, for his baby girl, never to let her talk,
or hear talk, of love and lovers; but here
was he taken all unawares and half awake,
so he answered, concisely:
"A sort of love-letter, little girl, that is
sent on St. Valentine’s Day. I’m sure I
don’t know why. Ask Katy next time you
see her."
"A real in earnest love-letter, papa ?"
"Why, no, child, by no means—just a custom. I suppose sometimes people take that
opportunity to be earnest." And with a
half laugh that merged in a yawn, he fell
off again into a doze.
He had driven twenty miles in the keen
wind that morning, and taken soup and
sherry at lunch—unusual practice for him;
but he was tired and chilled. No wonder
he slept. So has many a guardian slept before, and while sleeping an angel, good or
evil, has come and loosed the seal above his
treasure, to his loss.
"How nice it would be to have a valentine !" said Dolly that evening after dinner,
when her, father had given himself over to
the evening paper, and Mr. Rycker, who had
dined with them, was playing a stupid game
of jack-straws with her, just as he had done
forty times with six-year-old Hilda, only
Hilda had not such pink and taper fingers,
being Dutch-blooded for six generations,
and sturdy as a small Delft jar.
"Did you never have a valentine, Miss
Dolly ?" asked the young man, with a pleasant, fond sort of look at her, inspired, if
truth must out, by the remembrance of Annetje’s delight at a certain red and gold missive he had sent her last year.
"No, Sir; I never did in the world," pathetically answered Dolly, looking at him
full with those wistful gold-brown eyes.
"What a pity !" he said, coolly, resolving
then and there to send her one the very next
week, but not to give her the least idea of
it beforehand, or, indeed, ever, simply intending to give her a pleasure without being impertinent or even suggestive.
Forgive him for his caution. He had seen
so much of conventional girls, and he did
not even yet know Dolly. If he had— But
according to the last and profanest punctuation of Shakspeare,
"There’s a divinity that shapes our ends rough,
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and our dear young parson
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when he devised this pleasant surprise for
his pretty parishioner. It was useless for
him to try to find the valentine of the period
in Basset; no shops there dabbled in the elegancies of life; and he did not quite like to
send on to New York to a stationer, and run
a doubtful chance of procuring the delicate,
graceful sheet he would prefer to inscribe to
Dolly. But being well drilled in all churchly ordinances and modern floriations of the
good old establishment, he had in the theological seminary cultivated a native talent
for drawing and a quick sense of color, for the
purpose of illuminating prayer and psalm
books and designing memorial windows.
With a sort of meek contempt at his own
folly, and a certain doubt if it were not bordering on sacrilege, he recalled his knowledge and betook himself to his study, hunted out paints, brushes, and gilding, locked
the door, and sat down to illuminate with
floral emblems a valentine.
Heaven save the mark! Had he been a
mediæval saint, he would have suspected a
present and mocking spirit guided his essaying hand, it would so persistently drift into
ecclesiastical symbolism. Crosses, lambs,
lilies, perked up at him at every turn, not
because he was thinking of Dolly, for he
was not, being repossessed for the time by
an old-time effort to design a stained window for the seminary chapel. But at last
the window retired into the past, and he
presently achieved on a sheet of creamwhite paper a fit frame for some little verses,
which seemed to him impersonal and vague
enough, but rather pretty for the purpose.
Taking it for granted, carelessly enough,
that Dolly had never seen his handwriting,
he inscribed the verses, without any attempt
at disguise, in his own clear and elegant
script, and sealing the thick, smooth envelope with wax after the good old respectful
fashion, stamped the vermilion surface with
a seal that had belonged to him in college,
and was the motto of a secret society, the
device being a rose on its stalk, and "Sub"
cut beneath it in old English letters.
Things work together in this world more
strangely than we know: the wind brings
us hidden influences, the shower that keeps
us from our way turns our life into a new
channel, the very pebble on which we slip
in the road may be the beginning of life or
death to us, and the fact that Miss Alvira
Peck sent home some linen she had been
making up for Dolly in an old religions
newspaper had in it an element of our little
girl’s fate. She was lonely that day. Papa
had gone to New York for a week, and Dolly was an idle little thing. When Roxy
brought up the bundle of garments, she put
them down in a chair, and being in a great
hurry, for it was Monday, she did not see
Dolly behind the long window-curtain, idly
noting the industrious skips and chirps of
a pair of chickadees on the near woodpile. Presently mademoiselle turned her
head to see what Roxy had left; then she
wanted to examine the work; and having
approved its dainty perfection, she took up
the paper to fold and dispose of it, when her
eye fell on the title of a story in the "secu-
lar" department. It was a valentine story,
and in it the hero, being a shy youth, took
the good saint for a patron and excuse, and
told his love in earnest under cover of flowers and rhyme. Dolly was charmed with the
bright little tale, and said to herself, with
a long-drawn sigh, "I wonder—I wish—"
and then a gentle bloom stole over the baby
face; but words came no more; some flitting dream wrapped her in silvery mists,
and possibilities floated about her like the
saffron-tinged cloudlets that forebode dawn.
It was the 12th of February to-day: one
day more and it would be St. Valentine’s.
What if—
Let us stop here: a maiden’s dreams are
her own; we will not intrude. But at last
that morning came, and Dolly’s heart beat
faster than ever as she went down to her
solitary breakfast; her eyes were star-bright,
her half-open lips scarlet with eagerness,
and her soft cheeks deeper of hue than
the roseate gown she wore, that shone under its translucent frillings and flutings of
white with the "celestial rosy red" becoming the hour. But there was no missive beside her plate except the daily note from
papa, and it interested her less than ever
before that he was to come back to-morrow.
Now she must wait till John went again to
the office. How long and tedious were those
hours! She decked the house with flowers
from the greenhouse, she read and re-read
the old newspaper story, she fed her cats
and her chickens, made one rose-bud on her
bit of embroidery, and watched the clocks,
undoubting that the next mail would bring
her the love-lorn epistle she had hoped and
dreamed about so long it had become a fact,
and its arrival a certainty. And at three
John really brought it. There it was—a
thick white cover guarded with its vermilion seal and mystic device.
Dolly shut herself into the library; glowing, trembling, blushing, she tore apart the
envelope, and unfolded a creamy sheet bordered with narrow Greek tracery in rose
and black and gold; across the top of the
page was flung a branch of wild roses, innocent open blooms, delicate pointed buds,
graceful foliage, and thorn-guarded stems,
so perfectly drawn and tinted that they
seemed almost odorous with summer’s forest
breath; while at the very foot of the same
page, creeping from the spaces and angles
of the border, and crowding upward with
baby faces, thick forget-me-nots, their sky-deep azure lit with golden eyes, seemed to
sign, with artless assent, the three verses inscribed between them and the rose branch
in a hand Dolly knew by heart, for had she
not looked over Katy’s shoulder one day as
the good creature read aloud to Parson Preston one of his colleague’s sermons? And
these are the verses:
Sweets to the sweet, and roses to the rose.
Dear bud, infolded in serene repose,
Fair maiden flower, that dost so shyly stand
Waiting thy fate at some too venturous hand,
Keep thy still sweetness from the rifling bee;
Let not the winds too rudely wanton thee;
Bloom safe and slowly in the summer air;
Unfold to love alone thy petals rare;
Perfume some breast that offers shelter sweet,
That life-long clasps thee in a safe retreat:
Nay, in my heart discern that sacred shrine;
Breathe soft assent to thy first valentine.
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Perhaps if Augustus had not entered at
that moment, half curious to know the effect of his missive, which he naturally supposed had reached Dolly in the morning—perhaps if she had had time to calm down
the sudden passion of delight and gratitude
and fondness—but why do I say perhaps?
it is a delusive form of speech, with possibilities that stretch far back into Eden, for
perhaps if Eve had not eaten that apple!—But he did enter, just as the third reading
of his verses was ended, and Dolly, turning
from the beatitude of the writing, perceived
the writer. Pretty little innocent! witless
as a new-fledged bird, she trembled and flew
to him; her head was on his shoulder, her
perfumy, silken, floating tresses crowded
against his cheek, her little tender hands
upon his breast, before the astonished young
parson could peep or mutter.
He was awfully shocked, grieved, amused
(though he never would have owned this
last emotion), and touched in spite of himself. Involuntarily his arms folded around
her. I suppose there are people who would
say it was an automatic action of the unconscious nervous centres. I don’t think it was.
But, dear, proper, right-minded reader, just
think of it! what could he do? He certainly had a quick intellect: so much the worse
for him just now! for while Dolly for one
minute’s space nestled close to his heart, as
ifshe had just got home and was so glad, at
least three pages of thoughts fled pell-mell
through our dear young minister’s brain.
He saw, like a drowning man, all the past—at least of his Basset life—in array before
him, and quite innocent he was, as regarded
Dolly, in intention; but she—why, she was
a child! Only a child could have been so
pure of impulse, so thoughtless in action.
But now—now she had bloomed into a
woman, and what was he to do? Surely
one thing only could be done to save Dolly,
to satisfy her father.
It can not be said that two short minutes
ago the Reverend Augustus Rycker would
have married Dolly Vane at the point of
the bayonet, for he was not the least in love
with her, or had ever expected to be; but
now, with all this sweet caressing warmth
in his arms, this tender trust and simple
passion thrown on him like a shower of
blossoms, this sudden storming of the very
citadel, there was but one thing to do—he
must accept the situation; and he did.
He left that house in an hour not only an
engaged man, but a man meshed in so sweet
a dream, so kindled into sudden emotion,
so surprised at his own possibilities, that I
think one might fairly say he was in love.
But the nature of man is complex. In
the very midst of his discreet and voluntary ardor, Mr. Rycker had not forgotten to
charge Dolly not to show any body her valentine. He was careful both for her and
himself in this matter; for he would not for
a world have betrayed to her father the
surprise that had beset and bewitched him,
the unconscious and innocent mistake Dolly
had made, to so good an ending. Indeed—lam sorry to say it of a young minister, but
it is true, and shall we not let the sky fall?—he proved himself the next day, in an interview with Mr. Vane, solemnly asked and
accorded, as accomplished a master of fiction as ever wrote a dime novel. He expatiated on the fascinating presence and society of Miss Vane, on his deep attachment,
and his suddenly being overcome by her
loveliness into a premature avowal of his
sentiments, apologizing with deep humility
for giving way to his emotion instead of
proceeding in proper form by approaching
her father first. I think he really believed
all this himself before he got through; and
Mr. Vane believes it to this day; so does
Dolly.
There was nothing to interfere. Will
wrote that he was coming home in May from
China, with a wife—not a Chinese wife, but
a charming English girl—so there was somebody to take care of dear papa, as Dolly
fondly fancied she had done. As to dear
papa’s feelings at losing his treasure, nobody seemed to care much about it. A
daughter well married! That is the accomplished success of life. Step aside, 0 useless progenitors! here is a new reign, and
you may abdicate. If you weep, do it decently and in seclusion: you must not damp
this new happiness.
So in Easter-week Dolly was married,
and in trailing robes of India muslin, and
a cloud of tulle about her beautiful head,
looked more child-like than ever, till she
raised her lovely eyes. In their sweet,
troubled depths shone the clouds of a dawn
no childhood knows—the dimness of a tender doubt, a wistful prophecy, that was her
transition into womanhood. Mr. Preston
hobbled into the chancel to perform the service, being just able to go through with it;
and Katy looked on from a side pew, wondering in her heart why some people had
every thing and some nothing. It is the
riddle of the Sphinx, Katy, and God alone
can answer it when time shall be no more.
Dolly is flourishing now, stout, rosy, beautiful, the wife of a New York clergyman in
high standing. Her children cluster about
her like a group of cherubs, and she placidly
pets or scolds them as the case demands.
Augustus blesses the day he sent that fateful valentine, and thereby endowed his home
with such a creature of down and sunshine
to come back to from the frets of life—for life
has frets even for him; and Dolly keeps the
sacred missive laid away in a sandal-wood
box, her first and last piece of sentiment.
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