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COUNCILLOR KRESPEL was one of the strangest, oddest men I ever met
in my life. When I went to live in H---for a time the whole town was
full of talk about him, as he happened to be just then in the midst
of one of the very craziest of his schemes. Krespel had the
reputation of being both a clever, learned lawyer and a skilful
diplomatist. One of the reigning princes of Germany--not, however,
one of the most powerful--had appealed to him for assistance in
drawing up a brief, which he was desirous of presenting at the
Imperial Court with the view of furthering his legitimate claims upon
a certain strip of territory. The project was crowned with the
happiest success; and as Krespel had once complained that he could
never find a dwelling sufficiently comfortable to suit him, the
prince, to reward him for his efforts, undertook to defray the cost
of building a house which Krespel might erect just as he pleased.
Moreover, the prince was willing to purchase any site that he should
fancy. This offer, however the Councillor would not accept, he
insisted that the house should be built in his garden, situated in a
very beautiful neighborhood outside the town-walls. So he bought all
kinds of materials and had them carted out. Then he might have been
seen day after day, attired in his curious garments (which he had
made himself according to certain fixed rules of his own), slacking
the lime, riddling the sand, packing up the bricks and stones in
regular heaps, and so on. All this he did without once consulting an
architect or thinking about a plan. One fine day, however, he went to
an experienced builder of the town and requested him to be in his
garden at daybreak the next morning, with all his journeymen and
apprentices, and a large body of laborers, etc., to build him his
house. Naturally the builder asked for the architect's plan, and was
not a little astonished when Krespel replied that none was needed,
and that things would turn out all right in the end, just as he
wanted them. Next morning, when the builder and his men came to the
place, they found a trench drawn out in the shape of an exact square;
and Krespel said, "Here's where you must lay the foundations; then
carry up the walls until I say they are high enough." "Without
windows and doors, and without partition walls?" broke in the
builder, as if alarmed at Krespel's mad folly. "Do what I tell you,
my dear sir," replied the Councillor quite calmly; "leave the rest to
me; it will be all right." It was only the promise of high pay that
could induce the builder to proceed with the ridiculous building; but
none has ever been erected under merrier circumstances. As there was
an abundant supply of food and drink, the workmen never left their
work; and amidst their continuous laughter the four walls were run up
with incredible quickness, until one day Krespel cried, "Stop!" Then
the workmen, laying down trowel and hammer, came down from the
scaffoldings and gathered round Krespel in a circle, whilst every
laughing face was asking, "Well, and what now?" "Make way!" cried
Krespel; and then running to one end of the garden, he strode slowly
towards the square of brickwork. When he came close to the wall he
shook his head in a dissatisfied manner, ran to the other end of the
garden, again strode slowly towards the brickwork square, and
proceeded to act as before. These tactics he pursued several times,
until at length, running his sharp nose hard against the wall, he
cried, "Come here, come here, men! break me a door in here! Here's
where I want a door made!" He gave the exact dimensions in feet and
inches and they did as he bid them. Then he stepped inside the
structure, and smiled with satisfaction as the builder remarked that
the walls were just the height of a good two-storeyed house. Krespel
walked thoughtfully backwards and forwards across the space within,
the bricklayers behind him with hammers and picks, and wherever he
cried, "Make a window here, six feet high by four feet broad!" "There
a little window, three feet by two!" a hole was made in a trice.
It was at this stage of the proceedings that I came to H--; and it
was highly amusing to see how hundreds of people stood round about
the garden and raised a loud shout whenever the stones flew out and a
new window appeared where nobody had for a moment expected it. And in
the same manner Krespel proceeded with the building and fitting of
the rest of the house, and with all the work necessary to that end;
everything had to be done on the spot in accordance with the
instructions which the Councillor gave from time to time. However,
the absurdity of the whole business, the growing conviction that
things would in the end turn out better than might have been
expected, but above all, Krespel's generosity--which indeed cost him
nothing--kept them all in good humor. Thus were the difficulties
overcome which necessarily arose out of this eccentric way of
building, and in a short time there was a completely finished house,
its outside, indeed, presenting a most extraordinary appearance, no
two windows, etc., being alike, but on the other hand the interior
arrangements suggested a peculiar feeling of comfort. All who entered
the house bore witness to the truth of this; and I too experienced it
myself when I was taken in by Krespel after I had become more
intimate with him. For hitherto I had not exchanged a word with this
eccentric man; his building had occupied him so much that he had not
even once been to Professor M--'s to dinner, as he was in the habit
of doing on Tuesdays. Indeed, in reply to a special invitation, he
sent word that he should not set foot over the threshold before the
housewarming of his new building took place. All his friends and
acquaintances, therefore, confidently looked forward to a great
banquet; but Krespel invited nobody except the masters, journeymen,
apprentices, and laborers who had built the house. He entertained
them with the choicest viands; bricklayers' apprentices devoured
partridge pies regardless of consequences; young joiners polished off
roast pheasants with the greatest success; whilst hungry laborers
helped themselves for once to the choicest morsels of truffes
fricassées. In the evening their wives and daughters came, and
there was a great ball. After waltzing a short while with the wives
of the masters, Krespel sat down amongst the town musicians, took a
violin in his hand, and led the orchestra until daylight.
On the Tuesday after this festival, which exhibited Councillor
Krespel in the character of a friend of the people, I at length saw
him appear, to my joy, at Professor M--'s. Anything more strange and
fantastic than Krespel's behavior it would be impossible to find. He
was so stiff and awkward in his movements, that he looked every
moment as if he would run up against something or do some damage. But
he did not; and the lady of the house seemed to be well aware that he
would not, for she did not grow a shade paler when he rushed with
heavy steps round a table crowded with beautiful cups, or when he
manoeuvred near a large mirror that reached down to the floor, or
even when he seized a flower-pot of beautifully painted porcelain and
swung it round in the air as if desirous of making its colors play.
Moreover, before dinner he subjected everything in the Professor's
room to a most minute examination; he also took down a picture from
the wall and hung it up again, standing on one of the cushioned
chairs to do so. At the same time he tallied a good deal and
vehemently; at one time his thoughts kept leaping, as it were, from
one subject to another (this was most conspicuous during dinner); at
another, he was unable to have done with an idea; seizing upon it
again and again, he gave it all sorts of wonderful twists and turns,
and couldn't get back into the ordinary track until something else
took hold of his fancy. Sometimes his voice was rough and harsh and
screeching, and sometimes it was low and drawling and singing; but at
no time did it harmonize with what he was talking about. Music was
the subject of conversation; the praises of a new composer were being
sung, when Krespel, smiling, said in his low, singing tones, "I wish
the devil with his pitchfork would hurl that atrocious garbler of
music millions of fathoms down to the bottomless pit of hell!" Then
he burst out passionately and wildly, "She is an angel of heaven,
nothing but pure God-given music!--the paragon and queen of
song!"--and tears stood in his eyes. To understand this, we had to go
back to a celebrated artiste, who had been the subject of
conversation an hour before.
Just at this time a roast hare was on the table; I noticed that
Krespel carefully removed every particle of meat from the bones on
his plate, and was most particular in his inquiries after the hare's
feet; these the Professor's little five-year-old daughter now brought
to him with a very pretty smile. Besides, the children had cast many
friendly glances towards Krespel during dinner, now they rose and
drew nearer to him, but not without signs of timorous awe. What's the
meaning of that? thought I to myself. Dessert was brought in; then
the Councillor took a little box from his pocket in which he had a
miniature lathe of steel. This he immediately screwed fast to the
table, and turning the bones with incredible skill and rapidity, he
made all sorts of little fancy boxes and balls, which the children
received with cries of delight. Just as we were rising from table,
the Professor's niece asked, "And what is our Antonia doing?"
Krespel's face was like that of one who has bitten of a sour orange
and wants to look as if it were a sweet one; but this expression soon
changed into the likeness of a hideous mask, whilst he laughed behind
it with downright, bitter, fierce, and, as it seemed to me, satanic
scorn. "Our Antonia? our dear Antonia?" he asked in his drawling,
disagreeable singing way. The Professor hastened to intervene; in the
reproving glance which he gave his niece I read that she had touched
a point likely to stir up unpleasant memories in Krespel's heart.
"How are you getting on with your violins?" interposed the Professor
in a jovial manner, taking the Councillor by both hands. Then
Krespel's countenance cleared up, and with a firm voice he replied,
"Splendidly, Professor; you recollect my telling you of the lucky
chance which threw that splendid Amati(1) into my hands. Well, I've
only cut it open to-day--not before to-day. I hope Antonia has
carefully taken the rest of it to pieces." "Antonia is a good child,"
remarked the Professor. "Yes, indeed, that she is," cried the
Councillor, whisking himself round; then, seizing his hat and stick,
he hastily rushed out of the room. I saw in the mirror that tears
were standing in his eyes.
(1) The Amati were a celebrated family of violin-makers of the
sixteenth and seventeenth centuries, belonging to Cremona in Italy.
They form the connecting-link between the Brescian school of makers
and the greatest of all makers, Stradivarius and Guarnerius.
As soon as the Councillor was gone, I at once urged the Professor
to explain to me what Krespel had to do with violins, and
particularly with Antonia. "Well," replied the Professor, "not only
is the Councillor a remarkably eccentric fellow altogether, but he
practises violin-making in his own crack-brained way."
"Violin-making!" I exclaimed, perfectly astonished. "Yes," continued
the Professor, "according to the judgment of men who understand the
thing, Krespel makes the very best violins that can be found
nowadays; formerly he would frequently let other people play on those
in which he had been especially successful, but that's been all over
and done with now for a long time. As soon as he has finished a
violin he plays on it himself for one or two hours, with very
remarkable power and with the most exquisite expression, then he
hangs it up beside the rest, and never touches it again or suffers
anybody else to touch it. If a violin by any of the eminent old
masters is hunted up anywhere, the Councillor buys it immediately, no
matter what the price. But he plays it as he does his own violins,
only once; then he takes it to pieces in order to examine closely its
inner structure, and should he fancy he hasn't found exactly what he
sought for, he in a pet throws the pieces into a big chest, which is
already full of the remains of broken violins." "But who and what is
Antonia?" I inquired, hastily and impetuously. "Well, now, that,"
continued the Professor,--"that is a thing which might very well make
me conceive an unconquerable aversion to the Councillor, were I not
convinced that there is some peculiar secret behind it, for he is
such a good-natured fellow at bottom as to be sometimes guilty of
weakness. When we came to H--, several years ago, he led the life of
an anchorite, along with an old housekeeper, in----Street. Soon, by
his oddities, he excited the curiosity of his neighbors; and
immediately he became aware of this, he sought and made
acquaintances. Not only in my house but everywhere we became so
accustomed to him that he grew to be indispensable. In spite of his
rude exterior, even the children liked him, without ever proving a
nuisance to him; for, notwithstanding all their friendly passages
together, they always retained a certain timorous awe of him, which
secured him against all over-familiarity. You have to-day had an
example of the way in which he w ins their hearts by his ready skill
in various things. We all took him at first for a crusty old
bachelor, and he never contradicted us. After he had been living here
some time, he went away, nobody knew where, and returned at the end
of some months. The evening following his return his windows were lit
up to an unusual extent! This alone was sufficient to arouse his
neighbors' attention, and they soon heard the surpassingly beautiful
voice of a female singing to the accompaniment of a piano. Then the
music of a violin was heard chiming in and entering upon a keen
ardent contest with the voice. They knew at once that the player was
the Councillor. I myself mixed in the large crowd which had gathered
in front of his house to listen to this extraordinary concert; and I
must confess that, besides this voice and the peculiar, deep,
soul-stirring impression which the execution made upon me, the
singing of the most celebrated artistes whom I had ever heard seemed
to me feeble and void of expression. Until then I had had no
conception of such long-sustained notes, of such nightingale trills,
of such undulations of musical sound, of such swelling up to the
strength of organ-notes, of such dying away to the faintest whisper.
There was not one whom the sweet witchery did not enthral; and when
the singer ceased, nothing but soft sighs broke the impressive
silence. Somewhere about midnight the Councillor was heard talking
violently, and another male voice seemed, to judge from the tones, to
be reproaching him, whilst at intervals the broken words of a sobbing
girl could be detected. The Councillor continued to shout with
increasing violence, until he fell into that drawling, singing way
that you know. He was interrupted by a loud scream from the girl, and
then all was as still as death. Suddenly a loud racket was heard on
the stairs; a young man rushed out sobbing, threw himself into a
post-chaise which stood below, and drove rapidly away. The next day
the Councillor was very cheerful, and nobody had the courage to
question him about the events of the previous night. But on inquiring
of the housekeeper, we gathered that the Councillor had brought home
with him an extraordinarily pretty young lady whom he called Antonia,
and she it was who had sung so beautifully. A young man also had come
along with them; he had treated Antonia very tenderly, and must
evidently have been her betrothed. But he, since the Councillor
peremptorily insisted on it, had had to go away again in a hurry.
What the relations between Antonia and the Councillor are has
remained a secret, but this much is certain, that he tyrannizes over
the poor girl in the most hateful fashion. He watches her as Doctor
Bartholo watches his ward in the Barber of Seville; she hardly dare
show herself at the window; and if, yielding now and again to her
earnest entreaties, he takes her into society, he follows her with
Argus' eyes, and will on no account suffer a musical note to be
sounded, far less let Antonia sing--indeed, she is not permitted to
sing in his own house. Antonia's singing on that memorable night has,
therefore, come to be regarded by the townspeople in the light of a
tradition of some marvellous wonder that suffices to stir the heart
and the fancy; and even those who did not hear it often exclaim,
whenever any other singer attempts to display her powers in the
place, 'What sort of wretched squeaking do you call that? Nobody but
Antonia knows how to sing.'"
Having a singular weakness for such fantastic histories, I found
it necessary, as may easily be imagined, to make Antonia's
acquaintance. I had myself often enough heard the stories about her
singing, but had never imagined that that exquisite artiste was
living in the place, held a captive in the bonds of this eccentric
Krespel like the victim of a tyrannous sorcerer. On the following
night I heard in my dreams Antonia's marvellous voice, and as she
besought me in the most touching manner in a glorious adagio movement
(ridiculously enough, it seemed to me as if I had composed it myself)
to save her--I soon resolved, like a second Astolpho,(2) to penetrate
into Krespel's house, as if into another Alcina's magic castle, and
deliver the queen of song from her ignominious fetters.
(2) A reference to Ariosto's Orlando Furioso. Astolpho, an English
cousin of Orlando, was a great boaster, but generous, courteous, gay,
and remarkably handsome; he was carried to Alcina's island on the
back of a whale.
It all came about in a different way from what I had expected; I
had seen the Councillor scarcely more than two or three times, and
eagerly discussed with him the best method of constructing violins,
when he invited me to call and see him. I did so; and he showed me
his treasure of violins. There were fully thirty of them hanging up
in a closet; one amongst them bore conspicuously all the marks of
great antiquity (a carved lion's head, etc.), and, hung up higher
than the rest, and surmounted by a crown of flowers, it seemed to
exercise a queenly supremacy over them. "This violin," said Krespel,
on my making some inquiry relative to it, "this violin is a very
remarkable and curious specimen of the work of some unknown master,
probably of Tartini's(3) age. I am perfectly convinced that there is
something especially exceptional in its inner construction, and that,
if I took it to pieces, a secret would be revealed to me which have
long been seeking to discover, but--laugh at me if you like--this
senseless thing which only gives signs of life and sound as I make
it, often speaks to me in a strange way. The first time I played upon
it I somehow fancied that I was only the magnetizer who has the power
of moving his subject to reveal of his own accord in words the
visions of his inner nature. Don't go away with the belief that I am
such a fool as to attach even the slightest importance to such
fantastic notions, and yet it's certainly strange that I could never
prevail upon myself to cut open that dumb lifeless thing there. I am
very pleased now that I have not cut it open, for since Antonia has
been with me I sometimes play to her upon this violin. For Antonia is
fond of it--very fond of it." As the Councillor uttered these words
with visible signs of emotion, I felt encouraged to hazard the
question, "Will you not play it to me, Councillor?" Krespel made a
wry face, and falling into his drawling, singing way, said, "No, my
good sir!" and that was an end of the matter. Then I had to look at
all sorts of rare curiosities, the greater part of them childish
trifles; at last thrusting his arm into a chest, he brought out a
folded piece of paper, which he pressed into my hand, adding
solemnly, "You are a lover of art; take this present as a priceless
memento, which you must value at all times above everything else."
Therewith he took me by the shoulders and gently pushed me towards
the door, embracing me on the threshold. That is to say, I was, in a
manner of speaking, virtually kicked out of doors. Unfolding the
paper, I found a piece of a first string of a violin about an eighth
of an inch in length, with the words, "A piece of the treble string
with which the late Mr. Stamitz(4) strung his violin for the last
concert at which he ever played."
(3) Giuseppe Tartini, born in 1692, died in 1770, was one of the
most celebratcd violinists of the eighteenth century, and the
discoverer (in 1714) of "resultant tones," or "Tartini's tones," as
they are frequently called. Most of his life was spent at Padua. He
did much to advance the art of the violinist, both by his
compositions for that instrument, as well as by his treatise on its
capabilities.
(4) This was the name of a well-known musical family from Bohemia.
Karl Stamitz is the one here possibly meant, since he died about
eighteen or twenty years previous to the publication of this
tale.
This summary dismissal at mention of Antonia's name led me to
infer that I should never see her; but I was mistaken, for on my
second visit to the Councillor's I found her in his room, assisting
him to put a violin together. At first sight Antonia did not make a
strong impression; but soon I found it impossible to tear my glance
away from her blue eyes, her sweet rosy lips, her uncommonly
graceful, lovely form. She was very pale; but a shrewd remark or a
merry sally would call up a winning smile on her face and suffuse her
cheeks with a deep burning flush, which, however, soon faded away to
a faint rosy glow. My conversation with her was quite unconstrained,
and yet I saw nothing whatever of the Argus-like watchings on
Krespel's part which the Professor had imputed to him; on the
contrary, his behavior moved along the customary lines, nay, he even
seemed to approve of my conversation with Antonia. So I often stepped
in to see the Councillor; and as we became accustomed to each other's
society, a singular feeling of ease, taking possession of our little
circle of three, filled our hearts with happiness. I still continued
to derive exquisite enjoyment from the Councillor's strange crotchets
and oddities; but it was of course Antonia's irresistible charms
alone which attracted me, and led me to put up with a good deal which
I should otherwise, un the frame of mind in which I then was, have
impatiently shunned. For it only too often happened that in the
Councillor's characteristic extravagance there was mingled much that
was dull and tiresome, and it was in a special degree irritating to
me that, as often as I turned the conversation upon music, and
particularly upon singing, he was sure to interrupt me, with that
sardonic smile upon his face and those repulsive singing tones of
his, by some remark of a quite opposite tendency, very often of a
commonplace character. From the great distress which at such times
Antonia's glances betrayed, I perceived that he only did it to
deprive me of a pretext for calling upon her for a song. But I didn't
relinquish my design. The hindrances which the Councillor threw in my
way only strengthened my resolution to overcome them; I must hear
Antonia sing if I was not to pine away in reveries and dim
aspirations for want of hearing her.
One evening Krespel was in an uncommonly good humor; he had been
taking an old Cremona violin to pieces, and had discovered that the
sound-post was fixed half a line more obliquely than usual--an
important discovery!--one of incalculable advantage in the practical
work of making violins! I succeeded in setting him off at full speed
on his hobby of the true art of violin-playing. Mention of the way in
which the old masters picked up their dexterity in execution from
really great singers (which was what Krespel happened just then to be
expatiating upon) naturally paved the way for the remark that now the
practice was the exact opposite of this, the vocal score erroneously
following the affected and abrupt transitions and rapid scaling of
the instrumentalists. "What is more nonsensical," I cried, leaping
from my chair, running to the piano, and opening it quickly--"what is
more nonsensical than such an execrable style as this, which, far
from being music, is much more like the noise of peas rolling across
the floor?" At the same time I sang several of the modern fermatas,
which rush up and down and hum like a well-spun peg-top, striking a
few villainous chords by way of accompaniment. Krespel laughed
outrageously and screamed: "Ha! ha! methinks I hear our
German-Italians or our Italian-Germans struggling with an aria from
Pucitta,(5) or Portogallo,(6) or some other Maestro di capella, or
rather schiavo d'un primo uomo"(7) Now, thought I, now's the time; so
turning to Antonia, I remarked, "Antonia knows nothing of such
singing as that, I believe?" At the same time I struck up one of old
Leonardo Leo's(8) beautiful soul-stirring songs. Then Antonia's
cheeks glowed; heavenly radiance sparkled in her eyes, which grew
full of reawakened inspiration; she hastened to the piano; she opened
her lips; but at that very moment Krespel pushed her away, grasped me
by the shoulders, and with a shriek that rose up to a tenor pitch,
cried, "My son--my son--my son!" And then he immediately went on,
singing very softly, and grasping my hand with a bow that was the
height of politeness, "In very truth, my esteemed and honorable
student-friend, in very truth, it would be a violation of the codes
of social intercourse, as well as of all good manners, were I to
express aloud and in a stirring way my wish that here, on this very
spot, the devil from hell would softly break your neck with his
burning claws, and so in a sense make short work of you; but, setting
that aside, you must acknowledge, my dearest friend, that it is
rapidly growing dark, and there are no lamps burning to-night, so
that, even though I did not kick you downstairs at once, your darling
limbs might still run a risk of suffering damage. Go home by all
means--and cherish a kind remembrance of your faithful friend, if it
should happen that you never--pray, understand me--if you should
never see him in his own house again." Therewith he embraced me, and,
still keeping fast hold of me, turned with me slowly towards the
door, so that I could not get another single look at Antonia. Of
course it is plain enough that in my position I couldn't thrash the
Councillor, though that is what he really deserved. The Professor
enjoyed a good laugh at my expense, and assured me that I had ruined
for ever all hopes of retaining the Councillor's friendship. Antonia
was too dear to me, I might say too holy, for me to go and play the
part of the languishing lover and stand gazing up at her window, or
to fill the role of the lovesick adventurer. Completely upset, I went
away from H--; but, as is usual in such cases, the brilliant colors
of the picture of my fancy faded, and the recollection of Antonia, as
well as of Antonia's singing (which I had never heard), often fell
upon my heart like a soft faint trembling light, comforting me.
(5) Vincenzo Puccitta (1778-1861) was an Italian opera composer,
whose music "shows great facility, but no invention." He also wrote
several songs.
(6) Il Portogallo was the Italian sobriquet of a Portuguese
musician named Marcos Antonio da Fonseca (1762-1830). He lived
alternately in Italy and Portugal, and wrote several operas.
(7) Literally, "The slave of a primo uomo," primo uomo being the
masculine form corresponding to prima donna, that is, a singer of
hero's parts in operatic music. At one time also female parts were
sung and acted by men or boys.
(8) Leonardo Leo, the chief Neapolitan representative of Italian
music in the first part of the eighteenth century, and author of more
than forty operas and nearly one hundred compositions for the
Church.
Two years afterwards I received an appointment in B--, and set out
on a journey to the south of Germany. The towers of H---rose before
me in the red glow of the evening; the nearer I came the more was I
oppressed by an indescribable feeling of the most agonizing distress;
it lay upon me like a heavy burden; I could not breathe; I was
obliged to get out of my carriage into the open air. But my anguish
continued to increase until it became actual physical pain. Soon I
seemed to hear the strains of a solemn chorale floating in the air;
the sounds continued to grow more distinct; I realized the fact that
they were men's voices chanting a church chorale. "What's that?
what's that?" I cried, a burning stab darting as it were through my
breast. "Don't you see?" replied the coachman, who was driving along
beside me, "why, don't you see? they're burying somebody up there in
the churchyard." And indeed we were near the churchyard; I saw a
circle of men clothed in black standing round a grave, which was
about to be closed. Tears started to my eyes, I somehow fancied they
were burying there all the joy and all the happiness of life. Moving
on rapidly down the hill, I was no longer able to see into the
churchyard; the chorale came to an end, and I perceived not far
distant from the gate some of the mourners returning from the
funeral. The Professor, with his niece on his arm, both in deep
mourning, went close past me without noticing me. The young lady had
her handkerchief pressed close to her eyes, and was weeping bitterly.
In the frame of mind in which I then was I could not possibly go into
the town, so I sent on my servant with the carriage to the hotel
where I usually put up, whilst I took a turn in the familiar
neighborhood to get rid of a mood that was possibly only due to
physical causes, such as heating on the journey, etc. On arriving at
a well-known avenue, which leads to a pleasure resort, I came upon a
most extraordinary spectacle. Councillor Krespel was being conducted
by two mourners, from whom he appeared to be endeavoring to make his
escape by all sorts of strange twists and turns. As usual, he was
dressed in his own curious home-made gray coat; but from his little
cocked-hat, which he wore perched over one ear in military fashion, a
long narrow ribbon of black crape fluttered backwards and forwards in
the wind. Around his waist he had buckled a black sword-belt; but
instead of a sword he had stuck a long fiddle-bow into it. A creepy
shudder ran through my limbs: "He's insane," I thought, as I slowly
followed them. The Councillor's companions led him as far as his
house, where he embraced them, laughing loudly. They left him; and
then his glance fell upon me, for I now stood near him. He stared at
me fixedly for some time; then he cried in a hollow voice, "Welcome,
my student friend! you also understand it!" Therewith he took me by
the arm and pulled me into the house, up the steps, into the room
where the violins hung. They were all draped in black crape; the
violin of the old master was missing; in its place was a cypress
wreath. I knew what had happened. "Antonia! Antonia!" I cried, in
inconsolable grief. The Councillor, with his arms crossed on his
breast, stood beside me, as if turned into stone. I pointed to the
cypress wreath. "When she died," said he, in a very hoarse solemn
voice, "when she died, the sound-post of that violin broke into
pieces with a ringing crack, and the sound-board was split from end
to end. The faithful instrument could only live with her and in her;
it lies beside her in the coffin, it has been buried with her."
Deeply agitated, I sank down upon a chair, whilst the Councillor
began to sing a gay song in a husky voice; it was truly horrible to
see him hopping about on one foot, and the crape ribbons (he still
had his hat on) flying about the room and up to the violins hanging
on the walls. Indeed, I could not repress a loud cry that rose to my
lips when, on the Councillor making an abrupt turn, the crape came
all over me; I fancied he wanted to envelop me in it and drag me down
into the horrible dark depths of insanity. Suddenly he stood still
and addressed me in his singing way, "My son! my son! why do you call
out? Have you espied the angel of death? That always precedes the
ceremony." Stepping into the middle of the room, he took the
violin-bow out of his sword-belt, and, holding it over his head with
both hands, broke it into a thousand pieces. Then, with a loud laugh,
he cried, "Now you imagine my sentence is pronounced, don't you, my
son? but it's nothing of the kind--not at all! not at all! Now I'm
free--free--free--hurrah! I'm free! Now I shall make no more
violins--no more violins--hurrah! no more violins!" This he sang to a
horrible mirthful tune, again spinning round on one foot. Perfectly
aghast, I was making the best of my way to the door, when he held me
fast, saying quite calmly, "Stay, my student friend, pray don't think
from this outbreak of grief, which is torturing me as if with the
agonies of death, that I am insane; I only do it because a short time
ago I had a dressing-gown made in which I wanted to look like Fate or
like God!" The Councillor then went on with a medley of silly and
awful rubbish, until he fell down utterly exhausted, I called up the
old housekeeper, and was very pleased to find myself in the open air
again.
I never doubted for a moment that Krespel had become insane; the
Professor, however, asserted the contrary. "There are men," he
remarked, "from whom nature or a special destiny has taken away the
cover behind which the mad folly of the rest of us runs its course
unobserved. They are like thin-skinned insects, which, as we watch
the restless play of their muscles, seem to be misshapen, while
nevertheless everything soon comes back into its proper form again.
All that remains thought with us passes over with Krespel into
action. That bitter scorn which is so often wrapped in the doings and
dealings of the earth, Krespel gives vent to in outrageous gestures
and agile caprioles. But these are his lightning conductor. What
comes up out of the earth he gives again to the earth, but what is
divine, that he keeps; and so I believe that his inner consciousness,
in spite of the apparent madness which springs from it to the
surface, is as right as a trivet. To be sure, Antonia's sudden death
grieves him sore, but I warrant that to-morrow will see him going
along in his old jog-trot way as usual." And the Professor's
prediction was almost literally filled. Next day the Councillor
appeared to be just as he formerly was, only he averred that he would
never make another violin, nor yet ever play on another. And, as I
learned later, he kept his word.
Hints which the Professor let fall confirmed my own private
conviction that the so carefully guarded secret of the Councillor's
relations to Antonia, nay, that even her death, was a crime which
must weigh heavily upon him, a crime that could not be atoned for. I
determined that I would not leave H--without taxing him with the
offence which I conceived him to be guilty of; I determined to shake
his heart down to its very roots, and so compel him to make open
confession of the terrible deed. The more I reflected upon the
matter, the clearer it grew in my own mind that Krespel must be a
villain, and in the same proportion did my intended reproach, which
assumed of itself the form of a real rhetorical masterpiece, wax more
fiery and more impressive. Thus equipped and mightily incensed, I
hurried to his house. I found him with a calm smiling countenance
making playthings. "How can peace," I burst out--"how can peace find
lodgment even for a single moment in your breast, so long as the
memory of your horrible deed preys like a serpent upon you?" He gazed
at me in amazement and laid his chisel aside. "What do you mean, my
dear sir?" he asked; "pray take a seat." But my indignation chafing
me more and more, I went on to accuse him directly of having murdered
Antonia, and to threaten him with eternal vengeance.
Further, as a newly established lawyer, full of my profession, I
went so far as to give him to understand that I would leave no stone
unturned to get a clue to the business, and so deliver him here in
this world into the hands of an earthly judge. I must confess that I
was considerably disconcerted when, at the conclusion of my violent
and pompous harangue, the Councillor, without answering so much as a
single word, calmly fixed his eyes upon me as though expecting me to
go on again. And this I did indeed attempt to do, but it sounded so
ill-founded and so stupid as well that I soon grew silent again.
Krespel gloated over my embarrassment whilst a malicious ironical
smile flitted across his face. Then he grew very grave, and addressed
me in solemn tones "Young man, no doubt you think I am foolish,
insane, that I can pardon you, since we are both confined in the same
madhouse; and you only blame me for deluding myself with the idea
that I am God the Father because you imagine yourself to be God the
Son. But how do you dare desire to insinuate yourself into the
secrets and lay bare the hidden motives of a life that is strange to
you and that must continue so? She has gone and the mystery is
solved." He ceased speaking, rose, and traversed the room backwards
and forwards several times. I ventured to ask for an explanation; he
fixed his eyes upon me, grasped me by the hand, and led me to the
window, which he threw wide open. Propping himself upon his arms, he
leaned out, and, looking down into the garden, told me the history of
his life. When he finished I left him, touched and ashamed.
In a few words, his relations with Antonia began in the following
way. Twenty years before, the Councillor had been led into Italy by
his engrossing passion of hunting up and buying the best violins of
the old masters. At that time he had not yet begun to make them
himself, and so of course he had not begun to take to pieces those
which he bought. In Venice he heard the celebrated singer Angela--i,
who at that time was playing with splendid success as prima donna at
St. Benedict's Theatre. His enthusiasm was awakened, not only for her
art--which Signora Angela had indeed brought to a high pitch of
perfection--but for her angelic beauty as well. He sought her
acquaintance; and in spite of his rugged manners he succeeded in
winning her heart, principally through his bold and yet at the same
time masterly violin-playing. Close intimacy led in a few weeks to
marriage, which, however, was kept a secret, because Angela was
unwilling to sever her connection with the theatre, neither did she
wish to part with her professional name, that by which she was
celebrated, nor to add to it the cacophonous "Krespel." With the most
extravagant irony he described to me what a strange life of worry and
torture Angela led him as soon as she became his wife. Krespel was of
opinion that more capriciousness and waywardness were concentrated in
Angela's little person than in all the rest of the prima donnas in
the world put together. If he now and again presumed to stand up in
his own defence, she let loose a whole army of abbots, musical
composers, and students upon him, who, ignorant of his true
connection with Angela, soundly rated him as a most intolerable,
ungallant lover for not submitting to all the Signora's caprices. It
was after one of these stormy scenes that Krespel fled to Angela's
country seat to try and forget in playing fantasias on his Cremona
violin the annoyances of the day. But he had not been there long
before the Signora, who had followed hard after him, stepped into the
room. She was in an affectionate humor; she embraced her husband,
overwhelmed him with sweet and languishing glances, and rested her
pretty head on his shoulder. But Krespel, carried away into the world
of music, continued to play on until the walls echoed again; thus he
chanced to touch the Signora somewhat ungently with his arm and the
fiddle-bow. She leapt back full of fury, shrieking that he was a
"German brute," snatched the violin from his hands, and dashed it
into a thousand pieces on the marble table. Krespel stood like a
statue of stone before her; but then, as if awakening out of a dream,
he seized her with the strength of a giant and threw her out of the
win dow of her own house, and, without troubling himself about
anything more, fled back to Venice--to Germany. It was not, however,
until some time had elapsed that he had a clear recollection of what
he had done; although he knew that the window was scarcely five feet
from the ground, and although he knew that, under the circumstances,
he simply had to throw the Signora out of the window, he yet felt
troubled by a painful sense of uneasiness particularly so since she
had imparted to him in no ambiguous terms an interesting secret as to
her condition. He hardly dared to make inquiries; and he was not a
little surprised about eight months afterwards at receiving a tender
letter from his beloved wife, in which she made not the slightest
allusion to what had taken place in her country house, only adding to
the intelligence that she had been safely delivered of a sweet little
daughter the heartfelt prayer that her dear husband and now a happy
father would come to Venice at once. That, however, Krespel did not
do; rather he appealed to a confidential friend for a more
circumstantial account of the details, and learned that the Signora
had alighted upon the soft grass as lightly as a bird, and that the
sole consequences of the fall or shock had been psychic. That is to
say, after Krespel's action she had become completely altered; she
never showed a trace of caprice, of her former freaks, or of her
teasing habits; and the composer who wrote for the next carnival was
the happiest fellow under the sun, since the Signora was willing to
sing his music without the scores and hundreds of changes which she
at other times had insisted upon. "To be sure," added his friend,
"there was every reason for preserving the secret of Angela's cure,
else every day would see lady singers flying through windows." The
Councillor was not a little excited at this news; he engaged horses;
he took his seat in the carriage. "Stop!" he cried suddenly. "Why,
there's not a shadow of doubt," he murmured to himself, "that as soon
as Angela sets eyes upon me again, the evil spirit will recover his
power and once more take possession of her. And since I have already
thrown her out of the window, what could I do if a similar case were
to occur again? What would there be left for me to do?" He got out of
the carriage, and wrote an affectionate letter to his wife, making
graceful allusion to her tenderness in especially dwelling upon the
fact that his tiny daughter had, like him, a little mole behind the
ear, and--remained in Germany. Now ensued an active correspondence
between them. Assurances of unchanged affection--invitations--laments
over the absence of the beloved one--thwarted wishes--hopes,
etc.--flew back and forth between Venice and H--, from H--to Venice.
At length Angela came to Germany, and, as is well known, sang with
brilliant success as prima donna at the great theatre in F--. Despite
the fact that she was no longer young, she won all hearts by the
irresistible charm of her splendid singing. At that time she had not
lost her voice in the least degree. Meanwhile, the child Antonia had
been growing up; and her mother never tired of writing to tell her
father how she was developing into a singer of the first rank.
Krespel's friends in F---also confirmed this intelligence, and urged
him to come for once to F---to see and admire this uncommon sight of
two such glorious singers. They had not the slightest suspicion of
the close relations in which Krespel stood to the pair. Willingly
would he have seen with his own eyes the daughter who occupied so
large a place in his heart, and who moreover often appeared to him in
his dreams; but as often as he thought upon his wife he felt very
uncomfortable, and so he remained at home amongst his broken
violins.
There was a certain promising young composer, B---of F--, who was
found to have suddenly disappeared, no body know where. This young
man fell so deeply in love with Antonia that, as she returned his
love, he earnestly be sought her mother to consent to an immediate
union, sanctified as it would further be by art. Angela had nothing
to urge against his suit; and the Councillor the more readily gave
his consent that the young composer's productions had found favor
before his rigorous critical judgment. Krespel was expecting to hear
of the consummation of the marriage when he received instead a black
sealed envelope addressed in a strange hand. Doctor R---conveyed to
the Councillor the sad intelligence that Angela had fallen seriously
ill in consequence of a cold caught at the theatre, and that during
the night immediately preceding what was to have been Antonia's
wedding-day, she had died. To him, the Doctor, Angela had disclosed
the fact that she was Krespel's wife, and that Antonia was his
daughter; he, Krespel, had better hasten therefore to take charge of
the orphan. Notwithstanding that the Councillor was a good deal upset
by this news of Angela's death, he soon began to feel that an
antipathetic, disturbing influence had departed out of his life, and
that now for the first time he could begin to breathe freely. The
very same day he set out for F--. You could not credit how
heartrending was the Councillor's description of the moment when he
first saw Antonia. Even in the fantastic oddities of his expression
there was such a marvellous power of description that I am unable to
give even so much as a faint indication of it. Antonia inherited all
her mother's amiability and all her mother's charms, but not the
repellent reverse of the medal. There was no chronic moral ulcer,
which might break out from time to time. Antonia's betrothed put in
an appearance, whilst Antonia herself, fathoming with happy instinct
the deeper-lying character of her wonderful father, sang one of old
Padre Martini's(9) motets, which, she knew, Krespel in the heyday of
his courtship had never grown tired of hearing her mother sing. The
tears ran in streams down Krespel's cheeks; even Angela he had never
heard sing like that. Antonia's voice was of a very remarkable and
altogether peculiar timbre: at one time it was like the singing of an
Aeolian harp, at another like the warbled gush of the nightingale. It
seemed as if there was not room for such notes in the human breast.
Antonia, blushing with joy and happiness, sang on and on--all her
most beautiful songs, B---playing between whiles as only enthusiasm
that is intoxicated with delight can play. Krespel was at first
transported with rapture, then he grew thoughtful--still--absorbed in
reflection. At length he leapt to his feet, pressed Antonia to his
heart, and begged her in a low husky voice, "Sing no more if you love
me--my heart is bursting--I fear--I fear--don't sing again."
(9) Giambattista Martini, more commonly called Padre Martini, of
Bologna formed an influential school of music there in the latter
half of the eighteenth century. He wrote vocal and instrumental
pieces both for the church and for the theatre. He was also a learned
historian of music. He has the merit of having discerned and
encouraged the genius of Mozart when, a boy of fourteen, he visited
Bologna in 1770.
"No!" remarked the Councillor next day to Doctor R--, "when, as
she sang, her blushes gathered into two dark red spots on her pale
cheeks, I knew it had nothing to do with your nonsensical family
likenesses, I knew it was what I dreaded." The Doctor, whose
countenance had shown signs of deep distress from the very beginning
of the conversation, replied, "Whether it arises from a too early
taxing of her powers of song, or whether the fault is
Nature's--enough, Antonia labors under an organic failure in the
chest which gives to her voice its wonderful power and its singular
timbre, a power that I might almost say transcends the limits of
human capabilities of song. But it bears the announcement of her
early death; for, if she continues to sing, I wouldn't give her at
the most more than six months longer to live" Krespel's heart was
lacerated as if by the stabs of hundreds of knives. It was as though
his life had been for the first time overshadowed by a beautiful tree
full of the most magnificent blossoms, and now it was to be sawn to
pieces at the roots, so that it could not grow green and blossom any
more. His resolution was taken. He told Antonia all; he put the
alternatives before her--whether she would follow her betrothed and
yield to his and the world's seductions, but with the certainty of
dying early, or whether she would spread round her father in his old
days that joy and peace which had hitherto been unknown to him, and
so secure a long life. She threw herself sobbing into his arms, and
he, knowing the heartrending trial that was before her, did not press
for a more explicit declaration. He talked the matter over with her
betrothed, but, notwithstanding that the latter averred that no note
should ever cross Antonia's lips, the Councillor was only too well
aware that even B---could not resist the temptation of hearing her
sing, at any rate arias of his own composition. And the world, the
musical public, even though acquainted with the nature of the
singer's affliction, would certainly not relinquish its claims to
hear her, for in cases where pleasure is concerned people of this
class are very selfish and cruel. The Councillor disappeared from
F---along with Antonia; and came to H--. B---was in despair when he
learned that they had gone. He set out on their track, overtook them,
and arrived at H---at the same time that they did. "Let me see him
only once, and then die!" entreated Antonia. "Die! die!" cried
Krespel, wild with anger, an icy shudder running through him. His
daughter, the only creature in the wide world who had awakened in him
the springs of unknown joy, who alone had reconciled him to life,
tore herself away from his heart, and he--he suffered the terrible
trial to take place. B---sat down to the piano; Antonia sang; Krespel
fiddled away merrily, until the two red spots showed themselves on
Antonia's cheeks. Then he bade her stop, and as B---was taking leave
of his betrothed, she suddenly fell to the floor with a loud scream.
"I thought," continued Krespel in his narration, "I thought that she
was, as I had anticipated, really dead; but as I had prepared myself
for the worst, my calmness did not leave me, nor my self-command
desert me. I grasped B--, who stood like a silly sheep in his dismay,
by the shoulders, and said (here the Councillor fell into his singing
tone), 'Now that you, my estimable pianoforte-player, have, as you
wished and desired, really murdered your betrothed, you may quietly
take your departure; at least have the goodness to make yourself
scarce before I run my bright dagger through your heart. My daughter,
who, as you see, is rather pale, could very well do with some color
from your precious blood. Make haste and run, for I might also hurl a
nimble knife or hvo after you.' I must, I suppose, have looked rather
formidable as I uttered these words, for, with a cry of the greatest
terror, B---tore himself loose from my grasp, rushed out of the room,
and down the steps." Directly after B--was gone, when the Councillor
tried to lift up his daughter, who lay unconscious on the floor, she
opened her eyes with a deep sigh, but soon closed them again as if
about to die. Then Krespel's grief found vent aloud, and would not be
comforted. The doctor, whom the old housekeeper had called in,
pronounced Antonia's case a somewhat serious but by no means
dangerous attack; and she did indeed recover more quickly than her
father had dared to hope. She now clung to him with the most
confiding childlike affection; she entered into his favorite
hobbies--into his mad schemes and whims. She helped him take old
violins to pieces and glue new ones together. "I won't sing again any
more, but live for you," she often said, sweetly smiling upon him,
after she had been asked to sing and had refused. Such appeals,
however, the Councillor was anxious to spare her as much as possible,
therefore it was that he was unwilling to take her into society, and
solicitously shunned all music. He well understood how painful it
must be for her to forego altogether the exercise of that art which
she had brought to such a pitch of perfection. When the Councillor
bought the wonderful violin that he had buried with Antonia, and was
about to take it to pieces, she met him with such sadness in her face
and asked softly, "What! this as well?" By a power, which he could
not explain, he felt impelled to leave this particular instrument
unbroken, and to play upon it. Scarcely had he drawn the first few
notes from it than Antonia cried aloud with joy, "Why, that's
me!--now I shall sing again." And, in truth, there was something
remarkably striking about the clear, silvery, bell-like tones of the
violin they seemed to have been engendered in the human soul.
Krespel's heart was deeply moved; he played, too, better than ever.
As he ran up and down the scale, playing bold passages with
consummate power and expression, she clapped her hands together and
cried with delight, "I did that well! I did that well."
From this time onwards her life was filled with peace and
cheerfulness. She often said to the Councillor, "I should like to
sing something, father." Then Krespel would take his violin down from
the wall and play her most beautiful songs, and her heart was glad
and happy. Shortly before my arrival in H--, the Councillor was
awakened one night and fancied that he heard somebody playing the
piano in the adjoining room; he soon made out distinctly that B---was
flourishing on the instrument in his usual style. He wished to get
up, but felt himself held down as if by a dead weight, and lying as
if fettered in iron bonds; he was utterly unable to move an inch.
Then Antonia's voice was heard singing low and soft; soon, however,
it began to rise and rise in volume until it became an ear-splitting
fortissimo; and at length she passed over into a powerfully
impressive song which B---had once composed for her in the devotional
style of the old masters. Krespel described his condition as being
incomprehensible, for terrible anguish was mingled with a delight he
had never experienced before. All at once he was surrounded by a
dazzling brightness, in which he beheld B---and Antonia locked in a
close embrace, and gazing at each other in a rapture of ecstasy. The
music of the song and of the pianoforte accompanying it went on
without any visible signs that Antonia sang or that B--touched the
instrument. Then the Councillor fell into a sort of dead faint,
whilst the images vanished away. On awakening he still felt the
terrible anguish of his dream. He rushed into Antonia's room. She lay
on the sofa, her eyes closed, a sweet angelic smile on her face, her
hands devoutly folded, and looking as if asleep and dreaming of the
joys and raptures of heaven. But she was--dead.
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