Impia tortorum longos hic turba furores
Sanguinis innocui, non satiata, aluit.
Sospite nunc patria, fracto nunc funeris antro,
Mors ubi dira fuit vita salusque patent.
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[Quatrain composed for the gates of a market to he erected upon the
site of the Jacobin Club House at Paris.]
I was sick—sick unto death with that long agony; and when they at
length unbound me, and I was permitted to sit, I felt that my senses were
leaving me. The sentence—the dread sentence of death—was the last
of distinct accentuation which reached my ears. After that, the sound of
the inquisitorial voices seemed merged in one dreamy indeterminate hum.
It conveyed to my soul the idea of revolution—perhaps from its association
in fancy with the burr of a mill wheel. This only for a brief period; for
presently I heard no more. Yet, for a while, I saw; but with how terrible
an exaggeration! I saw the lips of the black-robed judges. They appeared
to me white—whiter than the sheet upon which I trace these words—and thin even to grotesqueness; thin with the intensity of their expression
of firmness—of immoveable resolution—of stern contempt of human torture.
I saw that the decrees of what to me was Fate, were still issuing from
those lips. I saw them writhe with a deadly locution. I saw them fashion
the syllables of my name; and I shuddered because no sound succeeded. I
saw, too, for a few moments of delirious horror, the soft and nearly imperceptible
waving of the sable draperies which enwrapped the walls of the apartment.
And then my vision fell upon the seven tall candles upon the table. At
first they wore the aspect of charity, and seemed white and slender angels
who would save me; but then, all at once, there came a most deadly nausea
over my spirit, and I felt every fibre in my frame thrill as if I had touched
the wire of a galvanic battery, while the angel forms became meaningless
spectres, with heads of flame, and I saw that from them there would be
no help. And then there stole into my fancy, like a rich musical note,
the thought of what sweet rest there must be in the grave. The thought
came gently and stealthily, and it seemed long before it attained full
appreciation; but just as my spirit came at length properly to feel and
entertain it, the figures of the judges vanished, as if magically, from
before me; the tall candles sank into nothingness; their flames went out
utterly; the blackness of darkness supervened; all sensations appeared
swallowed up in a mad rushing descent as of the soul into Hades. Then silence,
and stillness, night were the universe.
I had swooned; but still will not say that all of consciousness was
lost. What of it there remained I will not attempt to define, or even to
describe; yet all was not lost. In the deepest slumber—no! In delirium—no! In a swoon—no! In death—no! even in the grave all is not lost.
Else there is no immortality for man. Arousing from the most profound of
slumbers, we break the gossamer web of some dream. Yet in a second afterward,
(so frail may that web have been) we remember not that we have dreamed.
In the return to life from the swoon there are two stages; first, that
of the sense of mental or spiritual; secondly, that of the sense of physical,
existence. It seems probable that if, upon reaching the second stage, we
could recall the impressions of the first, we should find these impressions
eloquent in memories of the gulf beyond. And that gulf is—what? How
at least shall we distinguish its shadows from those of the tomb? But if
the impressions of what I have termed the first stage, are not, at will,
recalled, yet, after long interval, do they not come unbidden, while we
marvel whence they come? He who has never swooned, is not he who finds
strange palaces and wildly familiar faces in coals that glow; is not he
who beholds floating in mid-air the sad visions that the many may not view;
is not he who ponders over the perfume of some novel flower—is not he
whose brain grows bewildered with the meaning of some musical cadence which
has never before arrested his attention.
Amid frequent and thoughtful endeavors to remember; amid earnest struggles
to regather some token of the state of seeming nothingness into which my
soul had lapsed, there have been moments when I have dreamed of success;
there have been brief, very brief periods when I have conjured up remembrances
which the lucid reason of a later epoch assures me could have had reference
only to that condition of seeming unconsciousness. These shadows of memory
tell, indistinctly, of tall figures that lifted and bore me in silence
down—down—still down—till a hideous dizziness oppressed me at
the mere idea of the interminableness of the descent. They tell also of
a vague horror at my heart, on account of that heart's unnatural stillness.
Then comes a sense of sudden motionlessness throughout all things; as if
those who bore me (a ghastly train!) had outrun, in their descent, the
limits of the limitless, and paused from the wearisomeness of their toil.
After this I call to mind flatness and dampness; and then all is madness—the madness of a memory which busies itself among forbidden things.
Very suddenly there came back to my soul motion and sound—the tumultuous
motion of the heart, and, in my ears, the sound of its beating. Then a
pause in which all is blank. Then again sound, and motion, and touch—a tingling sensation pervading my frame. Then the mere consciousness of
existence, without thought—a condition which lasted long. Then, very
suddenly, thought, and shuddering terror, and earnest endeavor to comprehend
my true state. Then a strong desire to lapse into insensibility. Then a
rushing revival of soul and a successful effort to move. And now a full
memory of the trial, of the judges, of the sable draperies, of the sentence,
of the sickness, of the swoon. Then entire forgetfulness of all that followed;
of all that a later day and much earnestness of endeavor have enabled me
vaguely to recall.
So far, I had not opened my eyes. I felt that I lay upon my back, unbound.
I reached out my hand, and it fell heavily upon something damp and hard.
There I suffered it to remain for many minutes, while I strove to imagine
where and what I could be. I longed, yet dared not to employ my vision.
I dreaded the first glance at objects around me. It was not that I feared
to look upon things horrible, but that I grew aghast lest there should
be nothing to see. At length, with a wild desperation at heart, I quickly
unclosed my eyes. My worst thoughts, then, were confirmed. The blackness
of eternal night encompassed me. I struggled for breath. The intensity
of the darkness seemed to oppress and stifle me. The atmosphere was intolerably
close. I still lay quietly, and made effort to exercise my reason. I brought
to mind the inquisitorial proceedings, and attempted from that point to
deduce my real condition. The sentence had passed; and it appeared to me
that a very long interval of time had since elapsed. Yet not for a moment
did I suppose myself actually dead. Such a supposition, notwithstanding
what we read in fiction, is altogether inconsistent with real existence;—but where and in what state was I? The condemned to death, I knew, perished
usually at the autos-da-fé, and one of these had been held on the very
night of the day of my trial. Had I been remanded to my dungeon, to await
the next sacrifice, which would not take place for many months? This I
at once saw could not be. Victims had been in immediate demand. Moreover,
my dungeon, as well as all the condemned cells at Toledo, had stone floors,
and light was not altogether excluded.
A fearful idea now suddenly drove the blood in torrents upon my heart,
and for a brief period, I once more relapsed into insensibility. Upon recovering,
I at once started to my feet, trembling convulsively in every fibre. I
thrust my arms wildly above and around me in all directions. I felt nothing;
yet dreaded to move a step, lest I should be impeded by the walls of a
tomb. Perspiration burst from every pore, and stood in cold big beads upon
my forehead. The agony of suspense grew at length intolerable, and I cautiously
moved forward, with my arms extended, and my eyes straining from their
sockets, in the hope of catching some faint ray of light. I proceeded for
many paces; but still all was blackness and vacancy. I breathed more freely.
It seemed evident that mine was not, at least, the most hideous of fates.
And now, as I still continued to step cautiously onward, there came
thronging upon my recollection a thousand vague rumors of the horrors of
Toledo. Of the dungeons there had been strange things narrated—fables
I had always deemed them—but yet strange, and too ghastly to repeat,
save in a whisper. Was I left to perish of starvation in this subterranean
world of darkness; or what fate, perhaps even more fearful, awaited me?
That the result would be death, and a death of more than customary bitterness,
I knew too well the character of my judges to doubt. The mode and the hour
were all that occupied or distracted me.
My outstretched hands at length encountered some solid obstruction.
It was a wall, seemingly of stone masonry—very smooth, slimy, and cold.
I followed it up; stepping with all the careful distrust with which certain
antique narratives had inspired me. This process, however, afforded me
no means of ascertaining the dimensions of my dungeon; as I might make
its circuit, and return to the point whence I set out, without being aware
of the fact; so perfectly uniform seemed the wall. I therefore sought the
knife which had been in my pocket, when led into the inquisitorial chamber;
but it was gone; my clothes had been exchanged for a wrapper of coarse
serge. I had thought of forcing the blade in some minute crevice of the
masonry, so as to identify my point of departure. The difficulty, nevertheless,
was but trivial; although, in the disorder of my fancy, it seemed at first
insuperable. I tore a part of the hem from the robe and placed the fragment
at full length, and at right angles to the wall. In groping my way around
the prison, I could not fail to encounter this rag upon completing the
circuit. So, at least I thought: but I had not counted upon the extent
of the dungeon, or upon my own weakness. The ground was moist and slippery.
I staggered onward for some time, when I stumbled and fell. My excessive
fatigue induced me to remain prostrate; and sleep soon overtook me as I
lay.
Upon awaking, and stretching forth an arm, I found beside me a loaf
and a pitcher with water. I was too much exhausted to reflect upon this
circumstance, but ate and drank with avidity. Shortly afterward, I resumed
my tour around the prison, and with much toil came at last upon the fragment
of the serge. Up to the period when I fell I had counted fifty-two paces,
and upon resuming my walk, I had counted forty-eight more;—when I arrived
at the rag. There were in all, then, a hundred paces; and, admitting two
paces to the yard, I presumed the dungeon to be fifty yards in circuit.
I had met, however, with many angles in the wall, and thus I could form
no guess at the shape of the vault; for vault I could not help supposing
it to be.
I had little object—certainly no hope—these researches; but a vague
curiosity prompted me to continue them. Quitting the wall, I resolved to
cross the area of the enclosure. At first I proceeded with extreme caution,
for the floor, although seemingly of solid material, was treacherous with
slime. At length, however, I took courage, and did not hesitate to step
firmly; endeavoring to cross in as direct a line as possible. I had advanced
some ten or twelve paces in this manner, when the remnant of the torn hem
of my robe became entangled between my legs. I stepped on it, and fell
violently on my face.
In the confusion attending my fall, I did not immediately apprehend
a somewhat startling circumstance, which yet, in a few seconds afterward,
and while I still lay prostrate, arrested my attention. It was this—my chin rested upon the floor of the prison, but my lips and the upper
portion of my head, although seemingly at a less elevation than the chin,
touched nothing. At the same time my forehead seemed bathed in a clammy
vapor, and the peculiar smell of decayed fungus arose to my nostrils. I
put forward my arm, and shuddered to find that I had fallen at the very
brink of a circular pit, whose extent, of course, I had no means of ascertaining
at the moment. Groping about the masonry just below the margin, I succeeded
in dislodging a small fragment, and let it fall into the abyss. For many
seconds I hearkened to its reverberations as it dashed against the sides
of the chasm in its descent; at length there was a sullen plunge into water,
succeeded by loud echoes. At the same moment there came a sound resembling
the quick opening, and as rapid closing of a door overhead, while a faint
gleam of light flashed suddenly through the gloom, and as suddenly faded
away.
I saw clearly the doom which had been prepared for me, and congratulated
myself upon the timely accident by which I had escaped. Another step before
my fall, and the world had seen me no more. And the death just avoided,
was of that very character which I had regarded as fabulous and frivolous
in the tales respecting the Inquisition. To the victims of its tyranny,
there was the choice of death with its direst physical agonies, or death
with its most hideous moral horrors. I had been reserved for the latter.
By long suffering my nerves had been unstrung, until I trembled at the
sound of my own voice, and had become in every respect a fitting subject
for the species of torture which awaited me.
Shaking in every limb, I groped my way back to the wall; resolving there
to perish rather than risk the terrors of the wells, of which my imagination
now pictured many in various positions about the dungeon. In other conditions
of mind I might have had courage to end my misery at once by a plunge into
one of these abysses; but now I was the veriest of cowards. Neither could
I forget what I had read of these pits—that the sudden extinction of
life formed no part of their most horrible plan.
Agitation of spirit kept me awake for many long hours; but at length
I again slumbered. Upon arousing, I found by my side, as before, a loaf
and a pitcher of water. A burning thirst consumed me, and I emptied the
vessel at a draught. It must have been drugged; for scarcely had I drunk,
before I became irresistibly drowsy. A deep sleep fell upon me—a sleep
like that of death. How long it lasted of course, I know not; but when,
once again, I unclosed my eyes, the objects around me were visible. By
a wild sulphurous lustre, the origin of which I could not at first determine,
I was enabled to see the extent and aspect of the prison.
In its size I had been greatly mistaken. The whole circuit of its walls
did not exceed twenty-five yards. For some minutes this fact occasioned
me a world of vain trouble; vain indeed! for what could be of less importance,
under the terrible circumstances which environed me, then the mere dimensions
of my dungeon? But my soul took a wild interest in trifles, and I busied
myself in endeavors to account for the error I had committed in my measurement.
The truth at length flashed upon me. In my first attempt at exploration
I had counted fifty-two paces, up to the period when I fell; I must then
have been within a pace or two of the fragment of serge; in fact, I had
nearly performed the circuit of the vault. I then slept, and upon awaking,
I must have returned upon my steps—thus supposing the circuit nearly
double what it actually was. My confusion of mind prevented me from observing
that I began my tour with the wall to the left, and ended it with the wall
to the right.
I had been deceived, too, in respect to the shape of the enclosure.
In feeling my way I had found many angles, and thus deduced an idea of
great irregularity; so potent is the effect of total darkness upon one
arousing from lethargy or sleep! The angles were simply those of a few
slight depressions, or niches, at odd intervals. The general shape of the
prison was square. What I had taken for masonry seemed now to be iron,
or some other metal, in huge plates, whose sutures or joints occasioned
the depression. The entire surface of this metallic enclosure was rudely
daubed in all the hideous and repulsive devices to which the charnel superstition
of the monks has given rise. The figures of fiends in aspects of menace,
with skeleton forms, and other more really fearful images, overspread and
disfigured the walls. I observed that the outlines of these monstrosities
were sufficiently distinct, but that the colors seemed faded and blurred,
as if from the effects of a damp atmosphere. I now noticed the floor, too,
which was of stone. In the centre yawned the circular pit from whose jaws
I had escaped; but it was the only one in the dungeon.
All this I saw indistinctly and by much effort: for my personal condition
had been greatly changed during slumber. I now lay upon my back, and at
full length, on a species of low framework of wood. To this I was securely
bound by a long strap resembling a surcingle. It passed in many convolutions
about my limbs and body, leaving at liberty only my head, and my left arm
to such extent that I could, by dint of much exertion, supply myself with
food from an earthen dish which lay by my side on the floor. I saw, to
my horror, that the pitcher had been removed. I say to my horror; for I
was consumed with intolerable thirst. This thirst it appeared to be the
design of my persecutors to stimulate: for the food in the dish was meat
pungently seasoned.
Looking upward, I surveyed the ceiling of my prison. It was some thirty
or forty feet overhead, and constructed much as the side walls. In one
of its panels a very singular figure riveted my whole attention. It was
the painted figure of Time as he is commonly represented, save that, in
lieu of a scythe, he held what, at a casual glance, I supposed to be the
pictured image of a huge pendulum such as we see on antique clocks. There
was something, however, in the appearance of this machine which caused
me to regard it more attentively. While I gazed directly upward at it (for
its position was immediately over my own) I fancied that I saw it in motion.
In an instant afterward the fancy was confirmed. Its sweep was brief, and
of course slow. I watched it for some minutes, somewhat in fear, but more
in wonder. Wearied at length with observing its dull movement, I turned
my eyes upon the other objects in the cell.
A slight noise attracted my notice, and, looking to the floor, I saw
several enormous rats traversing it. They had issued from the well, which
lay just within view to my right. Even then, while I gazed, they came up
in troops, hurriedly, with ravenous eyes, allured by the scent of the meat.
From this it required much effort and attention to scare them away.
It might have been half an hour, perhaps even an hour, (for in cast
my I could take but imperfect note of time) before I again cast my eyes
upward. What I then saw confounded and amazed me. The sweep of the pendulum
had increased in extent by nearly a yard. As a natural consequence, its
velocity was also much greater. But what mainly disturbed me was the idea
that had perceptibly descended. I now observed—with what horror it is
needless to say—that its nether extremity was formed of a crescent of
glittering steel, about a foot in length from horn to horn; the horns upward,
and the under edge evidently as keen as that of a razor. Like a razor also,
it seemed massy and heavy, tapering from the edge into a solid and broad
structure above. It was appended to a weighty rod of brass, and the whole
hissed as it swung through the air.
I could no longer doubt the doom prepared for me by monkish ingenuity
in torture. My cognizance of the pit had become known to the inquisitorial
agents—the pit whose horrors had been destined for so bold a recusant
as myself—the pit, typical of hell, and regarded by rumor as the Ultima
Thule of all their punishments. The plunge into this pit I had avoided
by the merest of accidents, I knew that surprise, or entrapment into torment,
formed an important portion of all the grotesquerie of these dungeon deaths.
Having failed to fall, it was no part of the demon plan to hurl me into
the abyss; and thus (there being no alternative) a different and a milder
destruction awaited me. Milder! I half smiled in my agony as I thought
of such application of such a term.
What boots it to tell of the long, long hours of horror more than mortal,
during which I counted the rushing vibrations of the steel! Inch by inch—line by line—with a descent only appreciable at intervals that seemed
ages—down and still down it came! Days passed—it might have been
that many days passed—ere it swept so closely over me as to fan me with
its acrid breath. The odor of the sharp steel forced itself into my nostrils.
I prayed—I wearied heaven with my prayer for its more speedy descent.
I grew frantically mad, and struggled to force myself upward against the
sweep of the fearful scimitar. And then I fell suddenly calm, and lay smiling
at the glittering death, as a child at some rare bauble.
There was another interval of utter insensibility; it was brief; for,
upon again lapsing into life there had been no perceptible descent in the
pendulum. But it might have been long; for I knew there were demons who
took note of my swoon, and who could have arrested the vibration at pleasure.
Upon my recovery, too, I felt very—oh, inexpressibly sick and weak,
as if through long inanition. Even amid the agonies of that period, the
human nature craved food. With painful effort I outstretched my left arm
as far as my bonds permitted, and took possession of the small remnant
which had been spared me by the rats. As I put a portion of it within my
lips, there rushed to my mind a half formed thought of joy—of hope.
Yet what business had I with hope? It was, as I say, a half formed thought—man has many such which are never completed. I felt that it was of joy—of hope; but felt also that it had perished in its formation. In vain
I struggled to perfect—to regain it. Long suffering had nearly annihilated
all my ordinary powers of mind. I was an imbecile—an idiot.
The vibration of the pendulum was at right angles to my length. I saw
that the crescent was designed to cross the region of the heart. It would
fray the serge of my robe—it would return and repeat its operations—again—and again. Notwithstanding terrifically wide sweep (some thirty
feet or more) and the its hissing vigor of its descent, sufficient to sunder
these very walls of iron, still the fraying of my robe would be all that,
for several minutes, it would accomplish. And at this thought I paused.
I dared not go farther than this reflection. I dwelt upon it with a pertinacity
of attention—as if, in so dwelling, I could arrest here the descent
of the steel. I forced myself to ponder upon the sound of the crescent
as it should pass across the garment—upon the peculiar thrilling sensation
which the friction of cloth produces on the nerves. I pondered upon all
this frivolity until my teeth were on edge.
Down—steadily down it crept. I took a frenzied pleasure in contrasting
its downward with its lateral velocity. To the right—to the left—far and wide—with the shriek of a damned spirit; to my heart with the
stealthy pace of the tiger! I alternately laughed and howled as the one
or the other idea grew predominant.
Down—certainly, relentlessly down! It vibrated within three inches
of my bosom! I struggled violently, furiously, to free my left arm. This
was free only from the elbow to the hand. I could reach the latter, from
the platter beside me, to my mouth, with great effort, but no farther.
Could I have broken the fastenings above the elbow, I would have seized
and attempted to arrest the pendulum. I might as well have attempted to
arrest an avalanche!
Down—still unceasingly—still inevitably down! I gasped and struggled
at each vibration. I shrunk convulsively at its every sweep. My eyes followed
its outward or upward whirls with the eagerness of the most unmeaning despair;
they closed themselves spasmodically at the descent, although death would
have been a relief, oh! how unspeakable! Still I quivered in every nerve
to think how slight a sinking of the machinery would precipitate that keen,
glistening axe upon my bosom. It was hope that prompted the nerve to quiver—the frame to shrink. It was hope—the hope that triumphs on the rack—that whispers to the death-condemned even in the dungeons of the Inquisition.
I saw that some ten or twelve vibrations would bring the steel in actual
contact with my robe, and with this observation there suddenly came over
my spirit all the keen, collected calmness of despair. For the first time
during many hours—or perhaps days—I thought. It now occurred to me
that the bandage, or surcingle, which enveloped me, was unique. I was tied
by no separate cord. The first stroke of the razorlike crescent athwart
any portion of the band, would so detach it that it might be unwound from
my person by means of my left hand. But how fearful, in that case, the
proximity of the steel! The result of the slightest struggle how deadly!
Was it likely, moreover, that the minions of the torturer had not foreseen
and provided for this possibility! Was it probable that the bandage crossed
my bosom in the track of the pendulum? Dreading to find my faint, and,
as it seemed, in last hope frustrated, I so far elevated my head as to
obtain a distinct view of my breast. The surcingle enveloped my limbs and
body close in all directions—save in the path of the destroying crescent.
Scarcely had I dropped my head back into its original position, when
there flashed upon my mind what I cannot better describe than as the unformed
half of that idea of deliverance to which I have previously alluded, and
of which a moiety only floated indeterminately through my brain when I
raised food to my burning lips. The whole thought was now present—feeble,
scarcely sane, scarcely definite,—but still entire. I proceeded at once,
with the nervous energy of despair, to attempt its execution.
For many hours the immediate vicinity of the low framework upon which
I lay, had been literally swarming with rats. They were wild, bold, ravenous;
their red eyes glaring upon me as if they waited but for motionlessness
on my part to make me their prey. "To what food," I thought, "have they
been accustomed in the well?"
They had devoured, in spite of all my efforts to prevent them, all but
a small remnant of the contents of the dish. I had fallen into an habitual
see-saw, or wave of the hand about the platter: and, at length, the unconscious
uniformity of the movement deprived it of effect. In their voracity the
vermin frequently fastened their sharp fangs in my fingers. With the particles
of the oily and spicy viand which now remained, I thoroughly rubbed the
bandage wherever I could reach it; then, raising my hand from the floor,
I lay breathlessly still.
At first the ravenous animals were startled and terrified at the change—at the cessation of movement. They shrank alarmedly back; many sought
the well. But this was only for a moment. I had not counted in vain upon
their voracity. Observing that I remained without motion, one or two of
the boldest leaped upon the frame-work, and smelt at the surcingle. This
seemed the signal for a general rush. Forth from the well they hurried
in fresh troops. They clung to the wood—they overran it, and leaped
in hundreds upon my person. The measured movement of the pendulum disturbed
them not at all. Avoiding its strokes they busied themselves with the anointed
bandage. They pressed—they swarmed upon me in ever accumulating heaps.
They writhed upon my throat; their cold lips sought my own; I was half
stifled by their thronging pressure; disgust, for which the world has no
name, swelled my bosom, and chilled, with a heavy clamminess, my heart.
Yet one minute, and I felt that the struggle would be over. Plainly I perceived
the loosening of the bandage. I knew that in more than one place it must
be already severed. With a more than human resolution I lay still.
Nor had I erred in my calculations—nor had I endured in vain. I at
length felt that I was free. The surcingle hung in ribands from my body.
But the stroke of the pendulum already pressed upon my bosom. It had divided
the serge of the robe. It had cut through the linen beneath. Twice again
it swung, and a sharp sense of pain shot through every nerve. But the moment
of escape had arrived. At a wave of my hand my deliverers hurried tumultuously
away. With a steady movement—cautious, sidelong, shrinking, and slow—I slid from the embrace of the bandage and beyond the reach of the scimitar.
For the moment, at least, I was free.
Free!—and in the grasp of the Inquisition! I had scarcely stepped
from my wooden bed of horror upon the stone floor of the prison, when the
motion of the hellish machine ceased and I beheld it drawn up, by some
invisible force, through the ceiling. This was a lesson which I took desperately
to heart. My every motion was undoubtedly watched. Free!—I had but escaped
death in one form of agony, to be delivered unto worse than death in some
other. With that thought I rolled my eves nervously around on the barriers
of iron that hemmed me in. Something unusual—some change which, at first,
I could not appreciate distinctly—it was obvious, had taken place in
the apartment. For many minutes of a dreamy and trembling abstraction,
I busied myself in vain, unconnected conjecture. During this period, I
became aware, for the first time, of the origin of the sulphurous light
which illumined the cell. It proceeded from a fissure, about half an inch
in width, extending entirely around the prison at the base of the walls,
which thus appeared, and were, completely separated from the floor. I endeavored,
but of course in vain, to look through the aperture.
As I arose from the attempt, the mystery of the alteration in the chamber
broke at once upon my understanding. I have observed that, although the
outlines of the figures upon the walls were sufficiently distinct, yet
the colors seemed blurred and indefinite. These colors had now assumed,
and were momentarily assuming, a startling and most intense brilliancy,
that gave to the spectral and fiendish portraitures an aspect that might
have thrilled even firmer nerves than my own. Demon eyes, of a wild and
ghastly vivacity, glared upon me in a thousand directions, where none had
been visible before, and gleamed with the lurid lustre of a fire that I
could not force my imagination to regard as unreal.
Unreal!—Even while I breathed there came to my nostrils the breath
of the vapour of heated iron! A suffocating odour pervaded the prison!
A deeper glow settled each moment in the eyes that glared at my agonies!
A richer tint of crimson diffused itself over the pictured horrors of blood.
I panted! I gasped for breath! There could be no doubt of the design of
my tormentors—oh! most unrelenting! oh! most demoniac of men! I shrank
from the glowing metal to the centre of the cell. Amid the thought of the
fiery destruction that impended, the idea of the coolness of the well came
over my soul like balm. I rushed to its deadly brink. I threw my straining
vision below. The glare from the enkindled roof illumined its inmost recesses.
Yet, for a wild moment, did my spirit refuse to comprehend the meaning
of what I saw. At length it forced—it wrestled its way into my soul—it burned itself in upon my shuddering reason.—Oh! for a voice to
speak!—oh! horror!—oh! any horror but this! With a shriek, I rushed
from the margin, and buried my face in my hands—weeping bitterly.
The heat rapidly increased, and once again I looked up, shuddering as
with a fit of the ague. There had been a second change in the cell -- and
now the change was obviously in the form. As before, it was in vain that
I, at first, endeavoured to appreciate or understand what was taking place.
But not long was I left in doubt. The Inquisitorial vengeance had been
hurried by my two-fold escape, and there was to be no more dallying with
the King of Terrors. The room had been square. I saw that two of its iron
angles were now acute—two, consequently, obtuse. The fearful difference
quickly increased with a low rumbling or moaning sound. In an instant the
apartment had shifted its form into that of a lozenge. But the alteration
stopped not here—I neither hoped nor desired it to stop. I could have clasped
the red walls to my bosom as a garment of eternal peace. "Death," I said,
"any death but that of the pit!" Fool! might I have not known that into the pit it was the object of the burning iron to urge me? Could I resist
its glow? or, if even that, could I withstand its pressure And now, flatter
and flatter grew the lozenge, with a rapidity that left me no time for
contemplation. Its centre, and of course, its greatest width, came just
over the yawning gulf. I shrank back—but the closing walls pressed me
resistlessly onward. At length for my seared and writhing body there was
no longer an inch of foothold on the firm floor of the prison. I struggled
no more, but the agony of my soul found vent in one loud, long, and final
scream of despair. I felt that I tottered upon the brink—I averted my
eyes—
There was a discordant hum of human voices! There was a loud blast as
of many trumpets! There was a harsh grating as of a thousand thunders!
The fiery walls rushed back! An outstretched arm caught my own as I fell,
fainting, into the abyss. It was that of General Lasalle. The French army
had entered Toledo. The Inquisition was in the hands of its enemies.
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